ASenseofTragedy• Show poetry

*I usually write when I'm depressed, because I think the best poetry is negative poetry. That's just me, just because I know I get moved and more emotional by negative poetry than others. I try to write about happy things, but they never turn out as good. i love skateboarding, even tho i just started...but anyways...its so awesome.

I love timmy george bowman, always and forever. I LOVE YOU BABY!

My favorite bands are :

System of a Down
Blink-182
Fall Out Boy
Seether
Sublime
Finch
Greenday
Noetic
Smile Empty Soul
Foo Fighters
Starting Line
Rufio
Shadows Fall
36 Crazy Fists
Story of the Year
Hawtorne Heights
Apathy Season
Taking Back Sunday
Atreyu
Slipknot
The Vines
Rooney
The Ataris
Incubus
Anti-Flag
Silverstein
Bad Religion
CKY
Three Days Grace
Ten Count Fall
Chevelle
The Used
Senses Fail
My Chemical Romance
The Killers
lostProphets
The Academy Is
Slipknot
Millencolin
Bayside
Dashboard Confessional
Plain White T's
Nirvana
Jimmy Eat World
Kitchen Knife Conspiracy
Disturbed
Sum 41
Something Corporate
Breaking Benjamin
Evanescence
Thrice
Thursday
Bright Eyes
Sugarcult
36 Crazy Fists
Linkin Park
Tsunami Bomb
AFI
Mudvayne

\"Ohio Is For Lovers" - Hawthorne Heights\

Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?

[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
[x2]

[Choruses w/ ad-libs]

\"Letters To You" - Finch\

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much, I know
But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

No more looking i've found home

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

I'm gone away
I'm gone away

\"Smashed Into Pieces" - Silverstein\

Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.

[Chorus]
And if my lungs still let me breathe,
would you be there for me.
If I can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away.

No, I won't let it go.
Douse myself in gasoline.
So don't save me when you come into the fire.
I'd rather die than have to see your smile.

[Chorus]

You made me swear [x2].
I, I can't sleep.
Realize all these things that you took from me.
Smash my heart (you made me swear)
into dust. (you made me swear)
Suffocate my mind. (you made me swear)
Tear at me from inside. (you made me swear)
Smash apart what you created.
How can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was, it was yours, yours to begin with.

[Chorus]

\"What It Is To Burn" - Finch\

She burns

Today's on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still:

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

I feel diseased
Is there no sympathy from the sun?
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world outside

So tell me
What's the price to pay for glory?

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

Today is fire, and she burns
Today is fire, and she burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

\"Numb" - Linkin Park\

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

\"I Think I Love You" - Less than Jake\

I'm sleeping
right in the middle of a good dream
when all at once i wake up
from somethign that keeps knocking at my brain
before i go insane
i hold my pillow to my head
and spring up in my bed
screaming out the words i dread
I think I love you!
this morning i woke up with this feeling
i didnt kno how to deal with
and so i just decided to myself
id hide it to myself
and never talk about it
and did not go and shout
when you walked into the room
i think i love you
i think i love you
so what am i so afraid of
im afraid that im not sure of
a love that theres no cure for
i think i love you
is that what life is made of
though it worries me to say
that i've never felt this way
believe me
u really dont have to worry
i only wanna make you happy
and if u say hey go away i will
but i think better still
i better stare out and love you
do u think i have a case
let me ask you to your face
i think i love you
i think i love you
so what am i so afraid of
im afraid that im not sure of
a love that theres no cure for
i think i love you
is that what life is made of
though it worries me to say
that i've never felt this way
i dont kno what im up agaisnt
i dont kno what its all about
i got so much to think about
i think i love
so what am i so afraid of
im afraid that im not sure of
a love that theres no cure for
do you think u love me?
i think i love you
i think i love you
i think i love you

\"When The Sun Sleeps" - Underoath\

I thought you'd come back at least i prayed
The romance has been dead for years
But i've been too afraid to dig the grave
Relief support never came
Memories carry me through the day
Of when we were kids
And angels came to watch us play
Close my eyes just for tonight
The sun still sleeps and when she wakes
A movie that plays in my mind
Remembring you helps me survive
Every day a re-run of the next
I promised to stay by your side
That all would change i can't complain
Another victim of the game
Maybe love will find us again
For there is always tomorrow
Sincerely till the end close my eyes
Just for tonight the sun still sleeps
And when she wakes you'll be a memory

\"Lost, Broken, Confused" - Mest\

Did you get scared standing alone in the crowd?
Did you give up when i was nowhere to be found?
Did you get tired of being left all alone?
Do you feel better now that you're on your own?
There's nothing without you.
the days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused
But i won't give up on you ...

Tonight all i see is your face now on everyone else.
And now i know how scared you were all by yourself.
When the phone rings do you ever hope that it's me?
Do you ever dream of a day when we will still be?
There's nothing without you.
The days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused
But i won't give up on you ...
Tonight i'll lie here all alone
Wondering what our future holds.
And if my life should fall apart would you still care?
would you still care?
there's nothing without you.
the days once had are through.
i'm lost, broken, confused (lost, broken, confused) but ...
i won't give up on you (won't give up on you) [x2].
tonight.


About Me:
Height : 5'3"
Eyes : Dark Brown
Hair : Black and Dark Red
Background : Dude, asian, hell yea!
Current goal : to get jobs into acting/modeling and to form a one-person band. i dont know how that is going to happen since i dont know how to play any instruments. but i want a band called A Sense of Tragedy and so im going to wrote my own music. im gonna post them up here. starting...January 18, 2005, I am now A Sense of Tragedy.*