I live here. Yeah. Don't worry about my name, you can just call me by my nickname, Rad. I absolutely love music. It is my life. Oh, and I am in love with Avenged Sevenfold. You 'ought to know that.
And here are two things you ought to check out.
My completey rad wife - Allie **Mystical Moonlight
My rad friend(awesome poet, you should check him out) - Tyler*** The Midnight Sun
Some people may call me concieted, some people may call me stupid. Some may call me too judgemental/hypocritial/whatever. But I know I can call myself whatever I ant to be called.
I am always open to critiques, whether they are good or bad. As long as they are honest.
My imaginary husbands/wife are ::
*Synyster Gates*<3
Trent Reznor
*Davey Havok*<3
M. Shadows
Zacky Vengance
*Mistress Juliya*
All the members from 'Drop Dead, Gorgeous'<3
Chris Cornell
*Jared Leto*<3
Dislikes::
-hyprocrites
-wannabe ghettos
-People who do not have a clue what they are talking about
-Anything cherry
-MTV
-Meat-
Likes::
Just some guy, yanno...
*music*
****Avenged Sevenfold****
***Synyster Gates
Fruits
All kinds of music
**techno music
Raves
Mainly, I listen to rock in every shape and form. But I also listen to R&B, Hip-hop, techno, rap,reaggaton, reagge, pop. Here are some of the few bands I like:
-Avenged Sevenfold
-Panic! at the Disco
-AlexisonFire
-Afi
-Thirty Seconds to Mars
* A Beautiful Lie - Thirty Seconds to Mars*
lie awake in bed at night
and think about your life
do you want to be different?
try to let go of the truth
the battles of your youth
'cause this is just a game
it's a beautiful lie
it's a perfect denial
such a beautiful lie to believe in
so beautiful, beautiful lie
makes me
its time to forget about the past
to wash away what happened last
hide behind an empty face
don't ask too much the same
'cause this is just a game
it's a beautiful lie
it's a perfect denial
such a beautiful lie to believe in
so beautiful, beautiful lie
makes me
lie ... beautiful ... ohhhhh
everyone's looking at me
i'm running 'round in circles (plagued with)
a quiet desperation's building higher
i've got to remember this is just a game
so beautiful, beautiful
it's a beautiful lie (x4)
it's a beautiful lie
it's a perfect denial
such a beautiful lie to believe in
so beautiful, beautiful lie makes me
And here are two things you ought to check out.
My completey rad wife - Allie **Mystical Moonlight
My rad friend(awesome poet, you should check him out) - Tyler*** The Midnight Sun
Some people may call me concieted, some people may call me stupid. Some may call me too judgemental/hypocritial/whatever. But I know I can call myself whatever I ant to be called.
I am always open to critiques, whether they are good or bad. As long as they are honest.
My imaginary husbands/wife are ::
*Synyster Gates*<3
Trent Reznor
*Davey Havok*<3
M. Shadows
Zacky Vengance
*Mistress Juliya*
All the members from 'Drop Dead, Gorgeous'<3
Chris Cornell
*Jared Leto*<3
Dislikes::
-hyprocrites
-wannabe ghettos
-People who do not have a clue what they are talking about
-Anything cherry
-MTV
-Meat-
Likes::
Just some guy, yanno...
*music*
****Avenged Sevenfold****
***Synyster Gates
Fruits
All kinds of music
**techno music
Raves
Mainly, I listen to rock in every shape and form. But I also listen to R&B, Hip-hop, techno, rap,reaggaton, reagge, pop. Here are some of the few bands I like:
-Avenged Sevenfold
-Panic! at the Disco
-AlexisonFire
-Afi
-Thirty Seconds to Mars
* A Beautiful Lie - Thirty Seconds to Mars*
lie awake in bed at night
and think about your life
do you want to be different?
try to let go of the truth
the battles of your youth
'cause this is just a game
it's a beautiful lie
it's a perfect denial
such a beautiful lie to believe in
so beautiful, beautiful lie
makes me
its time to forget about the past
to wash away what happened last
hide behind an empty face
don't ask too much the same
'cause this is just a game
it's a beautiful lie
it's a perfect denial
such a beautiful lie to believe in
so beautiful, beautiful lie
makes me
lie ... beautiful ... ohhhhh
everyone's looking at me
i'm running 'round in circles (plagued with)
a quiet desperation's building higher
i've got to remember this is just a game
so beautiful, beautiful
it's a beautiful lie (x4)
it's a beautiful lie
it's a perfect denial
such a beautiful lie to believe in
so beautiful, beautiful lie makes me
- Last seen on Dec 13 6:41 PM 2007. Member since January 19, 2006.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 109 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me.".
- I am a 14 year old girl (Bolivia)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a guitarist/high school student.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/soadbitch01
- I am in the groups Bi Gurls, Emo Its what we do, Papa Roach
- I have 109 comments
My Poetry
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Everyday the pain worsens,
the cuts go deeper,13 lines, 1 comment, April 11, 2006. In Dark -
Love has lost me.
left me behind to wither away,17 lines, 2 comments, March 25, 2006. In Dark
My Stories
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He slowly reached out his arm, exploring his surroundings, in search for my hand. He found my hand, grasped it, and our fingers intertwined. " I don't ask for much, do I?," the380 lines, 3 comments, January 19, 2006. In <200 lines, Romance
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Paulaistehgougeous on May 5, 2006Hi hi Paula..
So..I changed my name...
But...I definatley spelled ''gorgeous'' wrong..and it said ''gorgeousness'' was too long..so...now you are 'teh gougeous'xD
Yeah...so...you are extra special.
Well..ttyl<33333
Allie -
Paulaistehgougeous on May 3, 2006Yeah...He told me that he's been acting happy...for a long long time....So..I'm just gonna be there for him...I talked to my youth pastor about it...and he said I'm doing all I can...but I still feel like I'm not doing enough...I want to do more to help him..and its hard..because there is really nothing else I can do...and it sucks...but..for now I guess I'm just gonna keep on doing what I'm doing now..cause..there is really nothing else for me to do...*sigh* Well..I guess I'm gonna get off of here...I'll talk to you later...
Love you
<333333
Allie. -
Paulaistehgougeous on May 3, 2006Hi hi Paula..
Thankies for the comment and applaude..
*sigh* You're welcome for telling you about Matt...I'm not completely sure...but...I think he's feeling at least a little bit better....I know how it feels to be in his position..so I've just tried to be there...incase he needs to talk or anything...because I know when I was dealing with the same crap...I didn't have anyone to talk to...and sometimes I wonder if I had had someone to talk to if things would have gotten better quicker...so yeah...I think I'm just going to try to be there for him....I love you too...
Talk to ya later,
Allie<3333 -
Paulaistehgougeous on May 1, 2006Hi Paula...
I'm...really really REALLY worried now...u.u I wish you were online...geeze in the buddy chat...everyone was so sad...and worried...about Matt...we are all afraid..of what's going to happen..he apparently told everyone else that he was going to an asylum...and yeah he told me that too...but he didn't say anything to the others about how he was feeling..he was talking about comitting suicide..and yeah...I've heard talk before..and I might be overreacting..but I'm scared...he said...and I quote.."Of course I want to get better. I want to die if it doesn't get better. It hasn't gotten better. So I want to die."Paula...I'm so scared right now..I don't want anything to happen to him..yeah he hurt me..but that doesn't even matter anymore...I feel horid...before all of this I basically said that I hated him and that I wasted my time on him...and I feel so bad...I've been where he is now..and I know how it feels..I spent the longest time trying to talk him out of suicide..but I honestly..don't know if it worked...if he kills himself...oh my god...I can't even think about it...he said he just wants us all to forget him..but how are we supposed to do that?...*sigh* well I guess I'll just stop rambling now...ttyl<3 ILY <333333
-Allie
