The darkest side of my heart rests here...
This pen name is dedicated to the other half of my heart, that no one else sees.
In other words: Here lies my heart.
So it goes with out saying on my poems they are all at least slightly dark, and to save me time on categories I tell you that here.
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Love is an illusion never obtained, it is everything that your heart truly desires and that void in your life, when it's gone...
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To live you must die
And to die you must be alive
Here in a cold world of hate
Maybe the reason why I hide
Is the millions of unfriendly skies
Seen in all those strangers eyes...
My Favorite Songs:
"Through Glass" by Stone Sour (slipknot singer)
"I'm looking at you through the glass.
Don't know how much time has past,
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
sitting all alone inside your head."
Favorite Bands:
Slipknot
Stone Sour
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Everything I write under this screen name is copyrighted under my real name, just a heads up, don't steal I will enforce my copyrights. 'But feel free to print my works I only care that I get remain as the writer credited at the bottom. And of course only for personal use, I do not want to be published at the cost of someone else stealing all my profits and the copyright should protect me from that. Just even though the copyright it strict and says no printing and all that, I don't mind and will not care if you print a poem you love just to have is all I'm saying.
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ok so My Bio:
The important things i have lost 3 friends to suicide, fell in love only once and never want to do it again.
I have lived in lots of little towns my parents split up when I was very young & I moved around quite a bit (they always let me pick who I stayed with my parents were cool when it came to that) So I jumped back and forth a lot my mom moved a lot my dad pretty much stayed in same area anyway that is why I feel at home pretty much everywhere there's little towns that I partly grew up in all over and still consider home Greenville, SC / Peachtree City, GA / Yakima, WA / Auburn, WA / Yelm, WA / Arlington, VA / Martinsburg, WV / Germantown, MD and probably a few more I can't think of currently I live in Washington really close to a city I partly grew up in.
If you would like to read my lighter poetry click here http://allpoetry.com/BottleOfMemories
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Note To Liz (in the odd occurrence you come across my second poetry page here.)
There is a few here inspired by my last remaining feelings for you (my first love), if you do read any of these just know it's only poetry and not a true reflection of my feelings completely. my heart has healed as much as time can heal something broken. I will forever consider the times we had a great memory, and never stop thinking of you as a friend I lost touch with unless of course we start talking again and hanging out or whatever then I will consider you the friend that you have always been in my heart, just know you always got a place in my heart as a friend if nothing else. I have been going through some tough times lately, sorry if you felt you didn't have a place in my life at all.
I'm Fading further away, maybe i'll come back someday...
I'm one of those things that were cherished, but now i may disappear...
like a diamond when it is clouded by dust...
This pen name is dedicated to the other half of my heart, that no one else sees.
In other words: Here lies my heart.
So it goes with out saying on my poems they are all at least slightly dark, and to save me time on categories I tell you that here.
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Love is an illusion never obtained, it is everything that your heart truly desires and that void in your life, when it's gone...
_______________________________________________________________________________________
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To live you must die
And to die you must be alive
Here in a cold world of hate
Maybe the reason why I hide
Is the millions of unfriendly skies
Seen in all those strangers eyes...
My Favorite Songs:
"Through Glass" by Stone Sour (slipknot singer)
"I'm looking at you through the glass.
Don't know how much time has past,
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
sitting all alone inside your head."
Favorite Bands:
Slipknot
Stone Sour
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_______________________________________________________________________________________
Everything I write under this screen name is copyrighted under my real name, just a heads up, don't steal I will enforce my copyrights. 'But feel free to print my works I only care that I get remain as the writer credited at the bottom. And of course only for personal use, I do not want to be published at the cost of someone else stealing all my profits and the copyright should protect me from that. Just even though the copyright it strict and says no printing and all that, I don't mind and will not care if you print a poem you love just to have is all I'm saying.
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ok so My Bio:
The important things i have lost 3 friends to suicide, fell in love only once and never want to do it again.
I have lived in lots of little towns my parents split up when I was very young & I moved around quite a bit (they always let me pick who I stayed with my parents were cool when it came to that) So I jumped back and forth a lot my mom moved a lot my dad pretty much stayed in same area anyway that is why I feel at home pretty much everywhere there's little towns that I partly grew up in all over and still consider home Greenville, SC / Peachtree City, GA / Yakima, WA / Auburn, WA / Yelm, WA / Arlington, VA / Martinsburg, WV / Germantown, MD and probably a few more I can't think of currently I live in Washington really close to a city I partly grew up in.
If you would like to read my lighter poetry click here http://allpoetry.com/BottleOfMemories
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Note To Liz (in the odd occurrence you come across my second poetry page here.)
There is a few here inspired by my last remaining feelings for you (my first love), if you do read any of these just know it's only poetry and not a true reflection of my feelings completely. my heart has healed as much as time can heal something broken. I will forever consider the times we had a great memory, and never stop thinking of you as a friend I lost touch with unless of course we start talking again and hanging out or whatever then I will consider you the friend that you have always been in my heart, just know you always got a place in my heart as a friend if nothing else. I have been going through some tough times lately, sorry if you felt you didn't have a place in my life at all.
I'm Fading further away, maybe i'll come back someday...
I'm one of those things that were cherished, but now i may disappear...
like a diamond when it is clouded by dust...
- Last seen right now. Member since April 24.
- I'm a peridot parrot poet for 42 comments.
- My mood is
, and quote is "Let the darkness out of your heart so the light can get in". - I am a guy from Washington (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Dying more inside as my only magic fades.
- I have 42 comments
Poems I'm focused on
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it sounds so repetitive
that it simply makes me sick -
in this faded worn out heart
so i remain lost in poetry... -
How could we all
Just let the most important thing Slip completely away30 lines, 8 comments, April 27. In Angst, Love, Pain, Sorrow, Free Verse, Inspirational, lost, completely gone -
If getting over you is
Not caring whether you call or write -
Is the millions of unfriendly skies
Seen in all those strangers eyes... -
Love in it's fullest intensity it's ever felt,
Will be felt in an equal intensity26 lines, 8 comments, April 24. In free verse -
And we could never be
You simply never loved me... -
Bottle of memories, all those times
Treasured and held in place27 lines, 6 comments, April 24. In personal, free verse
My Poetry
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love is for the fairy-tales
and those lucky souls21 lines, 4 comments, November 3. In pesimistic, love, loss, romance, getting older, thoughts, slightly dark, free verse -
a cruel illusion of what
your heart wants more than anything
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Immortal Obscurity : Hi there on November 5After reading your bio, I had to stop and tell you that I understand exactly what you must be going through, as well as to let you know that you are not alone.
After my first love left me, I was left broken and empty; I thought that my heart would never again be complete, and I, too, turned to poetry for release.There is hope for all of us, however, and I did fall in love once more (though it took tons of prodding). I have now been with the most amazing man for almost two years, and had I not been hurt, I never would have known what it meant to love with all of me. I moved past the pain, and so will you, in due time.
I hope that you continue to share your work with us on AP, as writing is a fantastic release for all of that pent-up sadness. If you ever have any questions, or if you need to talk to someone, just let me know
Best wishes,
Laura
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