Some aspects of life are great! Some are not. This site is for me to vent my feelings for the side that isn't so great.
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I have a mini AP family that helps me when I can be helped:
My AP dad - Bazza
Ohh... What to say.. Bazza helped me when I didn't think anyone could. he started me on the journey of happiness, and still now, is helping me. He is such a wonderful person and a brilliant poet!
My AP Sister - Shahrzad Maftooh
Shahrzad helped me. She encouraged me to be happy, and even though I didn't ever think I could be.. I am. She is such a beautiful writer too. Truly gifted with a truly amazing talent!
My AP Sister - stardust100
She is such a wonderful person. She has helped me through some tough times, and hopefully I have helped her too. She is such a brilliant, amazing, terrific, fantastic, (anything good) writer. She writes from the heart and that is something I definately admire.
My AP twin sister - nothing-important
Ahh... Nat! You should know how much you've helped me! She is always there to help me whenever I need it! She has a wonderful heart, and she writes with such emotion, and passion.
These poets are brilliant! Check them out!
I have a few faves!!
Shattered Existence, stardust100, Bazza, Shahrzad Maftooh, Dancing-Incessantly, Zealous, Romeos Captive, nothing-important, Black Panic, Protected Roadkill, happy days, champ, IDreamAlot, Pheonix Child, PrInCeSs AnAsTaCiA, Confusicus, Merciless Beauty, lovealotbear, BlackdragonMith and ---Selene---!!
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Linda Ronstadt
"Long Long Time"
Love will abide, take things in stride
Sounds like good advice, but theres no one at my side
And, time washes clean, loves wounds unseen
Thats what someone told me, but I dont know what it means
cause Ive done everything I know
To try and make him mine
And I think Im gonna love you
For a long, long time
Caught in my fears, blinking back the tears
I cant say you hurt me, when you never let me near
And, I never drew, one response from you
All the while you failed all of the girls you never knew
cause Ive done everything I know
To try and make him mine
And I think its gonna hurt me
For a long, long time
Wait for the day, youll go away
Not that you warned me of the price Id have to pay
And, lifes full of loss, who knows the cost
Living in the memory of a love that never was
cause Ive done everything I know
To try and change your mind
And I think Im gonna miss you
For a long, long time
Yes Ive done everything I know
To try and make you mine
And I think Im gonna love you
For a long, long time
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Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp;
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
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Did I mention I am a bit random at times... !!
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I have a mini AP family that helps me when I can be helped:
My AP dad - Bazza
Ohh... What to say.. Bazza helped me when I didn't think anyone could. he started me on the journey of happiness, and still now, is helping me. He is such a wonderful person and a brilliant poet!
My AP Sister - Shahrzad Maftooh
Shahrzad helped me. She encouraged me to be happy, and even though I didn't ever think I could be.. I am. She is such a beautiful writer too. Truly gifted with a truly amazing talent!
My AP Sister - stardust100
She is such a wonderful person. She has helped me through some tough times, and hopefully I have helped her too. She is such a brilliant, amazing, terrific, fantastic, (anything good) writer. She writes from the heart and that is something I definately admire.
My AP twin sister - nothing-important
Ahh... Nat! You should know how much you've helped me! She is always there to help me whenever I need it! She has a wonderful heart, and she writes with such emotion, and passion.
These poets are brilliant! Check them out!
I have a few faves!!
Shattered Existence, stardust100, Bazza, Shahrzad Maftooh, Dancing-Incessantly, Zealous, Romeos Captive, nothing-important, Black Panic, Protected Roadkill, happy days, champ, IDreamAlot, Pheonix Child, PrInCeSs AnAsTaCiA, Confusicus, Merciless Beauty, lovealotbear, BlackdragonMith and ---Selene---!!
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Linda Ronstadt
"Long Long Time"
Love will abide, take things in stride
Sounds like good advice, but theres no one at my side
And, time washes clean, loves wounds unseen
Thats what someone told me, but I dont know what it means
cause Ive done everything I know
To try and make him mine
And I think Im gonna love you
For a long, long time
Caught in my fears, blinking back the tears
I cant say you hurt me, when you never let me near
And, I never drew, one response from you
All the while you failed all of the girls you never knew
cause Ive done everything I know
To try and make him mine
And I think its gonna hurt me
For a long, long time
Wait for the day, youll go away
Not that you warned me of the price Id have to pay
And, lifes full of loss, who knows the cost
Living in the memory of a love that never was
cause Ive done everything I know
To try and change your mind
And I think Im gonna miss you
For a long, long time
Yes Ive done everything I know
To try and make you mine
And I think Im gonna love you
For a long, long time
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Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp;
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
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Did I mention I am a bit random at times... !!
- Last seen on Sep 16 7:25 AM 2007. Member since December 19, 2005.
- I'm a pyrite eye poet for 1171 comments.
- I am a 17 year old girl (Australia)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Student.
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My Poetry
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As I sit here wiping my eyes / I am telling myself.. It'll be okay / But I know.. I always know / That it.. I; Will never be okay. / I know it is such a cliche' / but I cannot, and will not live
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As quickly as the dark side appears
The side wanting to live.. vanishes20 lines, 7 comments, December 12, 2006. In Personal -
One momentary look in your eyes
To me.. You are beautiful
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