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Heys everyone, im a 16!! year old girl from NJ, im a Juniour!! in high school. oh yea sweet 16!!, i love to write and now i guess its just all coming out lolzzz. yup i can write for hours and hours on end. ( not really though, i just say that cause i usually right alot like twice a week lol not even then ) hmmmm i used to be sucidal and i used to cut and drink and drugs and yea the works. well the drinking and drugs stopped awhile ago. took alot of rehab and modvation. the cutting and sucide #### lasted till july of 05...wen i was digonased w/ cancer and yea u can say my life completely changed. no more suicidle #### no more cutting def no more. and now i only drink for fun and crap. and smoking i can't do or drugs cause the kimo ###### up my lungs and my body so bad. agh. so yea for 6 months. july through dec, i went through hell. and through it all i learned a lesson. " u never kno wat u got untill u almost lose it all" yup no hobbies cause right now im fighting cancer....AGAIN yes it came back....man i only had a break for...5 months?? sheesh. do yea thats my hobby lol the ? is... can i beat it again? My friends on here are insane1 BeautifulDeath06 Brujah relish 138 ANGELwithoutWINGS14 MaSKaRa bloodyfears NickRudlong ChristianAngel Jadqcrow MY MOTTOS " boys are like sugar, they are so sweet, then they make u sick!! " the greatest safety lies in fear" " don't let ur memories kill u, cuts never heal" " life is a banquet, most of us are starving to death" " Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" " Have Fun, but do it legally" " Death is Clean" " no need for drugs no need for alochol Just ####" " Her Anger This Emotion" " I love no one except myself" " You just gotta keep going" " every step u take can only make u stronger" " u never kno wat u got untill u almost lose it all" " everything isn't black and white" " if u have no hope u have no sanity" " wat u see is not wat u get" " u just gotta suck it up and keep on going" :/ don't like this one that much.... " love yourself before anyonelse" " trust yourself before anyone else" " it doesn't matter if your not doing it around ME, your still DOING it" " All we need to decide is wat to do with the time that is given to us" " its not a good idea to get lost in ur dreams, wen u can live purely in the present" Love you all!! -Diya aka. Didi aka. "D"