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Name: Linsybeth Wiles (Call me it and you die wankers.)
Nickname: Shadow
Age: None of your friggin beeswax.
Status: Bleh. Love isn't real.
Eye: Green
Hair: Black/Brown
Style: Short, boyish. It sucks. Growing it.
Fave food: I like Pizza...and ice cream...and chips...and MaccyDees burgers and omfg!!! Everyone eat McFlurry's unless you wanna burn in hell!  
Habits: Well...i guess i kinda swear a lot...and i keep biting my nails, it's sooo annoying! They're so short.
Colours: Black n' Pink, mayties!
Best Mates Eva! on AP:

:: Katey (shes so amazing, we call her Kitty, cause she's like a cat..awww...the sweetness!) {XxX Jinx XxX}

:: Con (met her on AP, she's fab! and very fit [Winks] ) {Confetti Fairy-x}

:: I have more no mates, but i'm still getting 'em on ere  so these people will have ta do  

Fave Film: Omfg Donnie Darko rocks everyones sox and if you don't like it then go burn in hell you sad excuse for a wanker.
The Crow: Wicked Prayer is absolutley amazing!
The Craft...Woah how cool is it???
Religion: Religion sucks for dinner money, God is just an illusion, he really is. He's the barrier we  hide behind when things go wrong.
But yeah...Religion :: Wicca Witchcraft Ahh...the art of freedom without a delusion...yup yup [Grins]
How ta contact meh: EssenceOfMyDreams-x-@hotmail.com


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Hmm...you probably want me to say something more about my life, am i right?  

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Indeed. Well. Sorry ta dissapoints you, mates, but i can't be screwed.  
                 

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Ahh yeah...I Like Love Kiwi Fruit [Grins]  

                        <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3



Tum te tum...i av no idea why i'm talkin all chavvish [Throws.Up]

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Ba-ba-ba, ba-bur-berry! Aka: Kill the burberry  and get out of that daydream world, cause you got so much crap stuffed up your bum you can't  think straight, can ye'z?

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Yeah, i do realise i'm being a complete and utter nut, you'll all have ta live with it [Winks]

                             


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     [Runs.Away]

                            Am i boring you?

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                                Maybe then you'll leave me alone...


Ok, well, for those who still aint bored, i'm gonna have ta go into a rant about my life, aint i?  

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When i was four or something, i have no idea, i got lost around my home willage in hull, for about five hours. Hehe. My mum and dad went absolutley ape, rang the police and everything. Hehe...damn...wish i could remember it [Snickers].

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When i was seven, i got a crush on my best ever mate, Hilary....i was seven for Christs sake! I was as innocent as you could get, i don't know how i had a crush when i probably didn't even know what the word "crush" actually meant!  

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Hmm...when i was eight, me and Hilary had a huge argument. I shouted at her, said i hated her and stuff like that...and guess what...the next day i went around her house, to find her about to jump out infront of a Van thingy. Bloody hell. Life sucks . I love her to bits, but...ya no...ah well. Life goes on...... [Pauses] ...doesn't it???  Yup...and then a couple of days later i tried to kill myself on that very same roud, jumping out infront of a Motorbike...bloody hell how stupid can eight year olds get??? A motorbike??? Come on...Yeah...got my arm broken. That was it. Whoot...go me. Not.


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Then when i was eight, my brother tried strangling me. I died for three seconds! Whoot! Not much, but still...and yeah...btw peeps, your life does NOT flash before your eyes, thats a load of bull. You actually see loads of bright lights dotted around your eyelids. They hurt your eyes. Meh...

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When i was...can't member, ten or eleven, i moved to Plymouth. I got chucked out of my first school, Endike, then went to Ernesettle. Hehe. I beat the crap out of some year five...tum te tum...wasn't my fault...he started it...honest...

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When i was...oh i dunno...year seven...eight...whatever, i admitted to Chii that i fancied her and had done a couple of years. Tum te tum. Yeah...great...that turned out fantastic, since she was in love with one of my best mates, and started going out soon after i told her. [Shrugs] Like i said before...life sucks ...  

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Well, was that boring enough? Have you fallen asleep yet? Good if you have...Not good if you havent. I hate telling life stories  Hmm...


LinkinPark.
Panic!AtTheDisco.
t.A.T.u.
GreenDay.
Evanescence.
WithinTemptation.
DeathWish.
CoalChamber.
KoRn.
LifeSucks.
BornOfTheNight.
DeineShúld.*
**Rammstein.


= Some You Cannot get in this country. Argh [Glares]

Quotes:

:: If Reality Is Just The Essence Of Our Dreams....What Happens When All We Have Is Nightmares?

:: Whats The Point In Loving Life If Life Doesn't Love You?

:: God Is The Barrier We Hide Behind When Things Go Wrong.


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HOMOPHOBIA and Heterophobia ARE WRONG

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

*Repost this in your Ap page or somewere if you believe homophobia is wrong.*

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Confessions:

:: I am bisexual.

:: I hate chavs.

:: I started smoking at the age of eight. Quit at the age of nine.

:: Never tried drugs.

:: Emo Guyz <3

:: I'm a witch. Muhahaha! [Winks]

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AP Family:

[Cries] I have no family....

IM me to be in my Family...or leave me all alone [Cries]

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Yeah....anywayz....life sucks  people, remember it...and you might just survive [Wink]



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