Crying alone
Unwanted tears
Demons entering
All my fears.
My name is Cassandra and I've been eighteen since the seventeenth of April. I have greenish hazel eyes (depends on my mood AND what I'm wearing). My hair is currently black. My personality is usually depressed...perky at times. Trying to get better at being a 'Happy go Lucky' kind of thing though... failing miserable on many days. I have been writing poetry since I was eight years old. A lot of my poetry comes from my life and what is happening in it. Sometimes I hate it and other times, I will fall in love with my poetry. Okay, so maybe my poetry will become a LITTLE better. It all comes from my heart and it can come almost at any moment. There are times when my muse DOES refuse to come out and I need to give it a little push to give me one. A lot of my poetry is based around darkness and suicide, but you will find the occasional happy one about my niece or boyfriend.
I tend to get a little over dramatic at times and seem to have many mood swings. I have the most understanding and sweetest guy who loves me. He treats me how I am supposed to be treated, albeit his mother doesn't believe I make him happy. But who cares? As long as I know I'm making him happy. I love him so much.
I'M ALSO AN AUNTIE OF TWO!! A 2-year-old and a 14-year-old.
† Favorites †
Bands/Artists
*Helen Trevillion
*Evanescence
*Within Temptation
*Sonata Arctica
*Ayumi Hamasaki
*Imogen Heap
*Lacuna Coil
*Celine Dion
*Ben Jelen
...And many others
~RENT
~Sweeny Todd: Demon Barber of Fleet Street
~Van Helsing
~The Craft
~30 Days of Night
~Vantage Point
~Shutter
~Wanted
~Anastasia
~Rose Red
~The Virgin Suicides
~Rocky Horror Picture Show
~Labyrinth
~The Ring
~X-Files: I want to believe
~Storm of the Century
...And many others
† Fantasy Animals/Animals †
.Unicorns
.Dragons
.Snakes
.Penguins
† Foods †
::Strawberries::
::Chocolate::
::Raspberries::
† Drink †
-Raspberry Lemonade
† MY AP FAMILY †
MY SWEETHEART AND LOVE OF MY LIFE, JESSE
MY GOOD FRIEND , MAL
MY BEST FRIEND AND DAUGHTER, MANDI
MY SERVANT
MY VAMPIRE, JEN
MY MUMMY, DI
MY GRANDPA JIMMY
MY DAUGHTER, KATRINA
MY BABY SISTER
MY GODDAUGHTER, KATIE
MY GRANDSON
MY NIECE
FAMILY KITTEN
MY OLDER SISTER
MY MENTOR, REBECCA
MY ALTERNATE PERSONALITY, ANGEL
By: Mistress-of-Death
Sisters by blood.
But friends by choice.
You've helped me through so much,
You held my hand when I was scared,
Laughed with me during funny moments.
The years I have known you
Have meant so much to me
You taught me to be strong;
To stand up for what I believe in
You gave me confidence
To sing with all my heart
You are my best friend, my teacher, my idle, and so much more
But most of all
you are my sister
Forever lost in presence,
But never in my heart.
Dedicated to me and my sister for my sister's birthday on August 10th. Thank you Kim for writing this for me.
- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since May 10, 2005.
- I'm a opaline dream poet for 994 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is Actus non facit reum nisi mens sit rea..
- I am a 18 year old girl from Massachusetts (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a girl trying to find her place in life and in love... and finally succeeding..
- Visit my homepage at www.freewebs.com/ashleighspoems
- I am in the groups A Group For Vampires, A Group for Fantasy Lover, A Perfect Black Rose, A Sanctuary for the Lost Alone Dark or Depressed, A Shoulder To Cry On, A day stained in blood The life of a cutter, A group for people who are alone, Abortion is Wrong, Are You Obssesed Wit Horror Movies, Bis Lesbians and Gays, Cant you understand im not your little girl anymore, Cutters Digest, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, Cutting Writers, Depressive and Suicide poem Lovers, Fans of Anne Rice Stephen King Edgar Allen Poe or Shakespear, Gay Lesbian and Bisexuals Group, Girl Interrupted, Poets with mental health problems, RPG adventure game, Suicidal Cutters, Suicidal Emotionz, Teen Depression, Teen Depression x, The Bloody Knife, a poets dream of love, cutters anonymous
- I have 994 comments, 12 contests, 1 addline, 5 columns
My Poetry
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Beneath the skin, small rivers sail in unchanging paths;
Every time steel touches the exterior it brings red wine to the surface. -
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It cleansed – the blankness
And with humankind – I am left a cripple. -
My Stories
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451 lines, January 24. In <600 words, Adult, Dark, Depression, First person, Life, Other, Pain, Sad, Teen, Young adult
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1247 lines, 4 comments, September 26, 2007. In 600-2000 words, Adult, Angst, First person, Life, Other, Pain, Sad, Short story, Teen, Vague erotica
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Just something my English teacher had us write. It's no where close to my best work.
My other items
- Column: The Working Minds of Cassandra Ellovy at allpoetry
I wrote this one night and didn't realize what it meant till I reread it the next morning. I have come to realize that I wasn't actually consious while writing this. - Column: Nothing Special... Nothing Special At All... at allpoetry
Visitor Book
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xMissXKatx on October 21, 2007Hey. I wrote a new poem and I was wondering if you would check it out. Here it is: http://allpoetry.com/poem/3528492
Love ya,
Katrina<3 -
xMissXKatx on October 17, 2007Hey. How are you?
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xMissXKatx on September 29, 2007Do you have myspace? If so add me: www.myspace.com/squirrels_ducks_kats
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xMissXKatx on September 29, 2007Hey Ashleigh. OMG i havent talked to you in forever. Im sorry. Do you remember me? Im Katrina btw. I added you on AIM. if someone has added by the name of kmuzyka10 plz add because that is me! I cant wait to talk to you again.
