InRegardsToMyself• Show poetry

Hey wats up people?
I'm Chris and your now on my page so GET OFF!!! hehe just pickin
But while your here plz read around a bit, and leave some comments coz you know i need your advise on how to makes my ugh "poems" more bearable...and feel free to message me, i love meeting new people



*Cradle In The Crater
-The Number 12 Looks Like You

We all thought the same, it was going to be okay, thankful for my clean brain.
Scratched my head, felt the dandruff piling up underneath my fingernails.
Thankful for my clean brain.
He's just a boy, flying to space in a cardboard box, sleeping on the moon in his dreams.
Fly your flag forever, don't let anything stop you.
Cancers don't grow, and there is no such word as suffering.
Next time you fall asleep, look down on us at earth and realize that it may be better to forever count sheep.
You're the captain of your ship and star.
For today you will shine and be impervious to pain, we have all admired your bravery.
With boots tied and chin up, we watch you fly away.
Through stormy weather - hold your ground.
Keeping your eyes fixed on the prize.
This must have been God's mistake, and correction by giving you eternal life.
So young, but in good hands, the strength of 100 armies, to keep your evils at bay.
Just keep walking and keep flying... and never give up



*Cemetery Like A Stage
-Norma Jean

There will be no more color
Broken I stand here
A new creation
On the stage of history
Where map and compass
Mean nothing at all
The arrows are in me
My spirit drinks poison
I joined the avalanche
Just to feel alive

I remember sitting in
My mothers room
And I watched them cry
We're not supposed to be here
Tonight I will sleep on the floor
Oh, such weight

All colors rushing back
Restoring frail life
We're broken here
We're ruined here

There are strangers
In my house
Tripping over
Themselves to
White wash this
Disaster
I am young but
I'm not blind

All colors rushing back
Restoring frail life
We're broken here
We're ruined here

The Voice of Heaven
Speaks with time
A new understanding
Dedication
This will never fade
I guess the body
Means nothing at all

Broken and unbroken

All colors rushing back
Restoring frail life
We're broken here
We're ruined here



*How To Hold A Ghosts Hand
-My Hero Is Me

This incline will always remind me of you
And the seat next to me will forever be yours
But the sun doesnt shine
Just quite like it did that day
And all the stars in the sky
Couldnt help me to cry at night
I want you to believe this
That life may have no purpose
But you make me proud
Youre the one with the power
The power thats keeping me down
But what happened that night
Couldnt haunt me tonight I swear
So Im saying out loud
And I want to get off this ride

Please let me off this ride...

We should've been together
Standing strong side by side
Alas you have been taken
And here I speak this time I
Dove right in with Angel's wings
Emerged deaf to what the choir sings:

This shouldnt be in your name
And I shouldn't be to blame
On a cold night how your warm breath stings
Reminding me of all those things
We should've done together
We should've been together
In your eyes

Begin to shine and I'm ready
Open the door with your bright eyes
This is not for you but me
We aim to find enough sorrows,
Open the doors and let me begin this
One last time thats not for you

So you think that ill just get up and forget
About everything you are
And everything you were
I used to sleep to dream to disappear
But I never get that far
Why do you have to follow me here?
Break this mistake
Side by side

This is what they say to you
This is happening

What happened that night
Cant haunt me tonight
We'll stay with you forever

Forever!



~~~~Music~~~~

TURBONEGRO

Onward To Olympas

Norma Jean

The Number 12 Looks Like You

The Devil Wears Prada

My Hero Is Me

Heavy Heavy Low Low

So many more but thats just what i've been listening to here lately



Okay, first off I hate! talking about myself with a passion but just for this purpose I’ll do it. ugh a whole lot of months ago, I was a wreck, a loser, nothing but a fucking useless piece of garbage floating like a turd through life, I was days maybe even minutes away from killing myself and what great amounts of depression I did have was blocked off by drugs, anything I could get my hands on to at least numb the constant pain and bullshit of my life, my arm looked like a fucking carving board some nights. I didn’t cut to deep because the shit went away and I looked normal after a couple days of wearing scabs. I found poetry to be like an escape so I joined here. Days later I met someone who just quite frankly gave me hope. An angel in my eyes, the best fucking thing that has EVER happened to me. But enough about me, the point is that girl is probs the most beautiful human being I’ve ever met. My hero, my one and only, and all MINE!

So Emily babe, sorry for the long ass rant I just have to tell how much you mean to me. You’re the only thing I look forward to anymore. You saved my life. You’re just the best damn thing that has ever happened to me, and every time I think about how far we’ve come I get teary eyed because nothing makes me happier than the thought of being with you. I’m starting to get that way whilst writing this btw. I’m sorry for writing so much about you I hope you don’t get mad. But I love you babe with every beat of my heart, I miss you too much sometimes and doing stuff like this makes you feel closer to me when it gets unbearable

I love you gorgeous
- Chris


Oh people if i havent bored you to death by now you better check her page coz not only is she beautiful but she is an amazing writer so ugh yeah bzzz!
http://allpoetry.com/HidingBehindLies
^Dats the link incase yall are retarded