Obedience comes quite easily after awhile.
Do this...
Do that...
Inside my head i rebelled
if you let me live...
then you will die
It was a way of staying sane
The truth was different
you belong to me
you are my master
you die when i say so
you speak what i tell you to speak
you smile when i tell you to smile
It was only right to do so
At what point did i decide to be controlled forever?
probably when i lost control of myself...
when i realized every shameful thing
i did was being videoed
by the clouded deluded lies
of people minds
i wondered....
why didn't i refuse?
was death by suffocation so bad
that i was prepared to live like this
I believed i had no choice....
maybe i thought it was faith or something
There where no marks that
would say what happened
i bled inside but not outside...
I lived in darkness to always face the unknown
.....I'm lucky.I'm alive...I did what i was told....
Do this...
Do that...
Inside my head i rebelled
if you let me live...
then you will die
It was a way of staying sane
The truth was different
you belong to me
you are my master
you die when i say so
you speak what i tell you to speak
you smile when i tell you to smile
It was only right to do so
At what point did i decide to be controlled forever?
probably when i lost control of myself...
when i realized every shameful thing
i did was being videoed
by the clouded deluded lies
of people minds
i wondered....
why didn't i refuse?
was death by suffocation so bad
that i was prepared to live like this
I believed i had no choice....
maybe i thought it was faith or something
There where no marks that
would say what happened
i bled inside but not outside...
I lived in darkness to always face the unknown
.....I'm lucky.I'm alive...I did what i was told....
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- I am in the groups Midnight Mystique
- I have 213 comments, 3 columns
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There she lies bare
resting in her dark slumber139 lines, 11 comments, October 17 -
Obedience comes quite easily after awhile.
Do this...35 lines, 4 comments, August 28 -
Such a Damnable love
but charming masquerade25 lines, 1 comment, August 18 -
/Sometimes we feel ther is nothing new under the sun
and then suddenly springs a friendship like this,31 lines, 5 comments, July 29
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My days are growing weary
as they phase by37 lines, 5 comments, October 30 -
People in this world
think that being Gay, Lesbian, or a bisexual40 lines, 7 comments, October 10
My Stories
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INTRODUCTION1 / For many years now the gates of hell have been guarded and hidden well, from the demon hunters. It wasn’t that they needed to hide, but there was one who called himself the Go1731 lines, 2 comments, May 25. In 600-2000 words
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- Column: Help me on my Report for Class....The History of Vampires at allpoetry
- Column: Sexual Poems at allpoetry
- Blood Souls - The begining of my Book at storywrite
INTRODUCTION1 / For many years now the gates of hell have been guarded and hidden well, from the demon hunters. It wasn’t that they needed to hide, but there was one who called himself the Go
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Blue Rose Angel : yo on September 6yo saw your page lol thought i'd say hey
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boxingspiritfree : Hi on August 4well just sayin hi if your ever in the mood i'm almost always on but always wanting to lend a helpin hand
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BornWithAPen : ID on July 29The only label you have is the one that defines you.
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Dead and Breathing : Regarding my poem you recently commented... on July 24...I actually wrote that with Randy Blythe (vocalist for Lamb of God) in my head. lol
