SecretsUnderMySkin• Show poetry

My nane is Katelin I am a cutter and most of the time thats what i right about. A teacher at my school saw it by accident and she had to report it so my patents found out. Now i am trying to stop and it is really hard.All my friends know about it and they yell at me so they dont realy understand.
My best friends think I am weird but they love me.  I don't belive in god on any thing religous and that makes my mom mad but i dont care. I have a nefew who is my favorit person in the world his mom got pregnet when she was 16 and she is still going for her dream job so I take care of him alot but I love it I have done it sence he was born he is 3 and his name is zachari.I also have a neice her name is Ashlynn. My good friend Robert Cornell a.k.a jim died on Tuesday July 26,2005 at about 5:45a.m in his car he was like a brother to me and I love him so much and its hard not having him here!!!He was only 19 and his birthday is Augest 5 and he was going to be 20>. he was like a brother to me and I want him to know *I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND NEVER FORGET HIM AND HE WILL ME IN MY HEART ALWAYS AND HE WILL BE A PART OF ME AND HE WILL BE MISSED VERY MUCH!!!*My favorit movie is crazy beautiful.My boyfriends name is Rich and I love him very much and always will he will did any thing for me and I love that about him we were  together for about 8 months!Then we broke up fo 2 months then got back together then broke up again for about a month and now we are back together again.we started dating October 21,2005 the first time we started dating.I HAVE NEVER LOVED ANY ONE AS MUCH AS I LOVE HIM!!!
This time we will be together for a long time well i hope we will because i hate not being with him!!!!!!!!!!!!!




*hear are some of my favorite sayings from a diff site




**go away just let me be I'm already broken can't you see
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*, *like I'm facing everything by myself with nothing but tears and a fake smhave you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sence well thats how I feelile

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**go ahead and talk about me but I have some advice click your heels together and say I need a life

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**bombing for peace is like f.ucking for virginity


*2 words guys hate don't and stop unless you put them together


*by the time you finish reading this you relize you;ve wasted 5 seconds of your life


*so take this razor sign your name across my wrist so everyone will know who left me like this
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**not all scars show not all wounds heal sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels


*everytime someone askes if I'm ok it's jist a reminder that I'm not



*you asked what was wrong I smiled and said NOTHING then I tured around and whispered EVERYTHING


*thousand pills couldn't heal my wounds

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**behind the smile is everything you'll never understand


*how can I stop crying when the only one that can make me stop is the one who made me start


*I tryed to kill the pain but only brought more


*Could you ease the pain if I'm battered and stained


*Die young and save yourself


*The deeper you get the sweeter the pain
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**Sometimes I want to go to sleep mand never wake up


*You said it was a dream but why am I bleeding


*I'm bleeding just for you don't you feel special


*Every tear tells a story


*Smile it hides everything
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**Normal people scare me


*Girls fake orgasms guys fake relationships*

*34 mustles to frown 4 muscles to stick up my middle finger and tell em to bite me!

*who ever said being alone wasn't fun has oviously never been with me!

*in the shower instead of the usal "come and join me" i rather see you sprawled out on my bed naked when i get back

*if you were homework i'd me doing you on my desk right now!

*i need something down my throat...and no its not your tounge sorry!

*i do what the cheerios tell me to do... now i'm swimming in a bowl of milk

*taking a shower don't you wish you were a bar of soap!

*todays word of the day is legs lets go back to my place and spreed the word!

*every day i fight a war against the mirror i can't take the person staring back at me

*i wish i had saved all the tears you made me cry so i could bunny drowned you in them

*i once was here but now i'm not i went outside to smoke some pot i did this all to prove a point that life is better with a joint

*pain doesn't hurt when it's all you ever felt

*ashes to ashes dust to dust if it wernt for women your thing would rust

*my mom told me never to talk yo strangers thats why i don't talk to myself anymore

*i had a party last night...sowwy you could't come your boyfriend did twice