Vallasch• Show poetry

"What place is this that is my world; what dark coil has my spirit embodied? In light, i see my skin as black; in darkness, it glows white in the heat of this rage i cannot dismiss. Would that i had the courage to depart, this place or this life, or to stand openly against the wrongness that is the world of these, my kin. To seek an existence that does not run afoul to that which i believe, and to that which i hold dear faith is truth."

- Zaknafein Do'Urdan: The Legend of Drizzt

For the sake of clarity since someone got confused, my hair in my picture is in fact wet and not greasy. As if anyone cares. ;P

Ok personal information, everyone likes to read this kind of nice boring crap. First things first i don't mind what you call me, my real name's Jonathan but i'm certainly not as upper class as such a prissy name probably suggests. So Jon will do, but i also answer to Vallasch as well as 'girl hair' and other variations of the latter.

Since multiple people including random ones have often said i look good in my pictures, i will state that i take deceptive pictures of myself ON PURPOSE. That long hair of mine is there for a reason and it certainly isn't from any sense of style! I share features that are common to my heritage, particularly on my father's side. This includes bad hair, bad skin (mine in particular feels like it belongs to a carcass that's been left in the sun) , bad sight and the distinct inability to grow decent facial hair.

Bad Habbits:

Scratching at the skin around my fingernails when i'm thinking or nervous.

Being too quiet.

Swearing/cursing. I tend to do this in every other sentance although for Yuna's sake i've tried to tone it down. However strangely enough i tend to do this if i like you, because it's something i often do with my brother. I enjoy swapping insults, funny banter and the like.

Likes:

Tabletop strategy games Warhammer fantasy and 40K

METAL! Particularly black & death but i like the melodic stuff too. Generally i like anything with some nice invigorating energy to it.

Rain & storms because there's nothing more mezmerising and i could happily (and often do) sit in the rain, sometimes going so far as to strip to the waist whilst i'm in the garden.

Anime & Manga. Favourites include Full Metal Panick, Hellsing (both tv series and OVA), Karas, Tokyo Underground, Heat Guy J and The Guyver

Reading. The Vampire Chronicles, anything by Dan Abnett, tales of Malus Darkblade, the warhammer 40k Horus Heresy series, Ravenor and i'm currently reading the legend of Drizzt series. Fantasy and Gothic type stuff.

Movies such as The Crow, Zatoichi, Interview with the Vampire was ok though not as good as the books, Princess Mononoke, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Sleepy Hollow, Akira, FF7 Advent Children, Lord of the Rings and such like.

Gaming, particularly fantasy RPG and Real Time Strategy. NWN, NWN2, Everquest 2, Command & Conquer & Age of Empires games, Warhammer 40K dawn of war, Chaos League and LoTR: The battle for middle earth 2

Console game favourites include Devil May Cry 2, THE LEGACY OF KAIN!, anything by Koei about the 3 Kingdom Era, Front Mission 3, Chaos Legion, Dirge of Cerberus, the Timesplitters series and of course FF7. Although i didn't actually play the game myself, when we were kids i watched my bro play it because i just liked watching the story.

Mogs!

Obsessions:

Middle age arms and armour. Bastard swords, longsword, rapiers, halberds, flanged head maces & flails and Katanas

Fetishy type stuff lol

Candles & incense

Reapers, gargoyles, angels, faeries, dragons, skulls & anything with a death affinity

Will probably add more babble when i can be arsed/when i can remember.

You're broken, so am I
I'm better off alone
No one to turn to and nothing to call my own
Outspoken, so am I
Explosive words that your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

You're beaten, so am I
I've got a heart of stone
No medication can draw what has taken hold
You're hurting, so am I
When I awaken, remember why I've been running from your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

My blood is cold as ice
Or so I have been told
Show no emotion, and it can destroy your soul
Another sacrifice
To a tormentor your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

You're angered, so am I
A thousand fires burn
A land of darkness from which I cannot return
You're aching, so am I
When I awaken, discover that I have been damaged by your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

(Remember and you might be welcomed
Amongst the heartless monsters you surround yourself with
Feeding off the pain and misfortune of others
A maniacal unit of sub-human parasites
Warped into a feeding frenzy at the smell of fresh blood
Open your eyes and see the creatures for what they are
A swirling mess of hatred and envy
Don't be naive enough to think you're unaffected
The conversion has already begun...)

You're frightened, so am I
A world of demons wait
Watching the movements and filling my heart with hate
You're burning, so am I
When I awaken, discover how I have been ravaged by your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

-Disturbed: Haunted



Thanks go to Mizuzu La Rose for both the tag and my background. I very much love both.



Yay i got another awesome tag. Thanks again Bri, it rocks.



New one from Rose, this is the first time i've ever felt semi-popular lol.