Boo! I don't have much to say, Im not your average girl, I believe that everything happens for a reason, that nothing is accidental. Sometimes I wish I was anywhere but here, and that I wish I could see the world from another angle.
I tried sucicide, but I am still here!
When I am depressed I listen to the following music
~Evanesecence~
~Linkin Park~
~Avril Lavigne~
I don't have many friends, most of them don't really know me. I love to watch movies cuz its a way for me to escape this world.
The movies that I could watch over and over again are the following
~A Life Less Ordinary~
~Almost Famouse~
~Big Fish~
~How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days~
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*Numb by Linkin Park*
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
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I am me, sometimes the mirror reflects who I am and sometimes I want to break it. I believe that everything happens for a reason and nothing is accidental. There is fate but it only takes you so far.
Fab Quotes
"Sunshine always follows the rain, happiness always follows the pain"~anonymous~
"A kiss is where the romance is"~Meg Ryan
"Every now and then everybody is entilted to have too much perfection~Christian Slater~
"School is a battlefield for your heart"~Claire Danes~
"People fall in love. They fall right back out. It happens all the time"~Sandra Bullock~
"If you never take it seriously you never get hurt"~Kate Hudson~
"There is fate, but it only takes you so far because once you're there, it's up to you to make it happen"~Jenna Elfman~
"It is important to follow your wishing heart"~Lisa Loeb~
The fabbity fab quote in a movie
"What's the fun of being a teenager if you can't dress weird"~Nicolas Cage~
luv
always
You are all FAMILY!!!
When the rain falls think of me
I tried sucicide, but I am still here!
When I am depressed I listen to the following music
~Evanesecence~
~Linkin Park~
~Avril Lavigne~
I don't have many friends, most of them don't really know me. I love to watch movies cuz its a way for me to escape this world.
The movies that I could watch over and over again are the following
~A Life Less Ordinary~
~Almost Famouse~
~Big Fish~
~How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days~
~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~*Numb by Linkin Park*
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~I am me, sometimes the mirror reflects who I am and sometimes I want to break it. I believe that everything happens for a reason and nothing is accidental. There is fate but it only takes you so far.
Fab Quotes
"Sunshine always follows the rain, happiness always follows the pain"~anonymous~
"A kiss is where the romance is"~Meg Ryan
"Every now and then everybody is entilted to have too much perfection~Christian Slater~
"School is a battlefield for your heart"~Claire Danes~
"People fall in love. They fall right back out. It happens all the time"~Sandra Bullock~
"If you never take it seriously you never get hurt"~Kate Hudson~
"There is fate, but it only takes you so far because once you're there, it's up to you to make it happen"~Jenna Elfman~
"It is important to follow your wishing heart"~Lisa Loeb~
The fabbity fab quote in a movie
"What's the fun of being a teenager if you can't dress weird"~Nicolas Cage~
luv
always
You are all FAMILY!!!
When the rain falls think of me
- Last seen on Nov 16 2:58 AM 2006. Member since February 7, 2004.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 101 comments.
- I am a 18 year old girl (USA)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a student.

- I have 101 comments, 1 contest, 1 addline, 2 columns
My Poetry
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A fairy necklace
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I am writing a love poem
for a man I do not know42 lines, 1 comment, March 28, 2004. In Love -
The rain filters the air I breathe
a butterfly's wings is crushed12 lines, 4 comments, March 22, 2004. In Angst
My Stories
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330 lines, 3 comments, March 22, 2004. In <200 lines, Erotica
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Juliet Rivers lay lifeless on the rough soil ground. Her green emerald eyes were gazed upon the tall dark stranger. His clear blue eyes were piercing through her soul, making i156 lines, 1 comment, March 10, 2004. In <200 lines, Science fiction
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1690 lines, March 5, 2004. In 200-1500 lines, Young adult
Guest Book
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3milesdown on March 21, 2004i came upon your poems accidentaly...but im glad i did, your poetry is very beautiful, dont stop what uve started
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BruisedAndBroken on March 15, 2004Hey! i just wanted to drop by and say that i love the poems you write, i have only read a couple so far, but they are awsome. and i love your page.
Stay strong and write on
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UnhookTheStars on March 10, 2004I love Almost Famous. Kate Hudson rocks.. I am off to read.
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emochild on February 18, 2004I'm really sorry your cat died...
I'm not too good with condolences so I'll just stop, ahha.
Smile.
-Jen
