Chris-jeffs• Show poetry

hi, i'm 17 but 18 on here so i can read other poems lol,
i had another account allpoetry.com/x_chris_x but can't remember the p/w as it says on there,

i hate 2 faced ppl,
i hate loving but not being loved,
i hate my past,
i hate my present,
i'm probably gonna hate my future too,

i'm not an emo though,


i was in anger management 7-8 years ago
for my past demons

most people will never go through the sh*t i have been through
but i wudn't wish it to anyone,
it's dragged me down my whole life
i'll never fight just for the sake of it
but if provoked i will start back.

i'd like to say theres a good reason for me starting my poetry back up but there ain't

if anyone likes what i say or agrees and wants to add me on msn feel free, i have 2
chris.evil.spirit@hotmail.co.uk
or
chris_jeffs_123@hotmail.com
i use the chris_jeffs_123 one more
but if i'm on here or anything else on internet i will be on both at thge same time

these are my favourite quotes

atm they are broken heart quotes but atm im heartbroken

No Person Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is, He Won't Make You Cry

Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You

Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.

I hate you for not letting me have you.

Forget the times she walked by, Forget the times she made you cry,
Forget the times she spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times she held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now she's just your friend.

The day you finally decide to love me will be the day
after the day I have given up on chasing you.

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...

I had a dream and it was about you ...
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...

If in this lifetime, I wont get to have you,
I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life
I wont have to think twice on saying that
"I waited a lifetime to say I love you..."

Moving on is simple,
it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult

I dont miss her, I miss who I thought she was

Should I hate you because you hurt me?
Or should I love you because you made me feel special?

Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine...

You will know that you love someone
when you want him/her to be happy.
Even if that means you're not a part of their happiness.

I was born the day you kissed me,
died the day you left me,
but lived for the time that you loved me

I cried when I knew I lost you,
afraid I had lost it all.
Then I realized that losing you,
didn't have to mean I lost me.

One day you will seek love
and be sorry that you threw mine away.

My heart only fought for what it wanted.
Now my heart is having to fight to let her go.

Now that I have loved so purely and deeply,
I have realized how lonely I really am.

Don't ever give up if you still want to try,
Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let her go.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt,
so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?

Don't say we're not right for each other,
the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.

If the truth was told instead of a lie,
then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.

It really hurts when you expected so much more
from the person you once loved so much.

I wish I was a kid again,
because skinned knees are easier
to fix then broken hearts.

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the
person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean that
we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

It's like my mind knows what's right
but my heart is being retarded and still cares

If tears could build a stairway on memories alone,
I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again.

Ask me how many times my heart has been broken
and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.

What if whats best for "us"
Is whats hardest to do
I still love you but,
I have to let you go

when will it stop
the pain
that darkness
that that that
that part of me
that was or Y-O-U!
why can't you fill it
why did u leave
why why why?
love hurts
but so does life

Why is it easy to fall in love and
yet so hard to be loved back?
why should I feel such if destiny
permits me not?
why do I have to fall if it's you I cant have?
why is there a "you" in "me"
but never a "me" in "you"?

It hurts the most when you
can actually feel your heart breaking.

True love never dies as we see in our eyes,
only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye.

She's got him falling head over heels
for her and I can't even get him to stumble..

Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut...
it will heal, but there will always be a scar.

I miss you a little, I guess you could say,
a little too much, a little too often,
and a little more each day.

If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things you lack.
If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough.

Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.

Now join your hands,
and with your hands your hearts.

I wish I had the guts to walk away
and forget about what we had.
But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me,
and I guess that's what hurts the most.

Loving you was easy,
losing you was hard.
Loving you is still easy,
but knowing you are no longer mine,
is the hardest of it all.

If you could choose between life and death
you would almost rather die,
love is fun but hurts so much
the price you pay is high.
And so I say don't fall in love,
you will get hurt before your through.
You see my friend, I ought to know,
I fell in love with you.

I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to.

You hurt me more than I deserve,
how can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve,
why am I such a fool?

It's amazing how you make your face just like a wall,
how you take your heart and turn it off,
how I turn my head and lose it all.

Every few nights or so you pop into my dreams,
I just can't get rid of you like you got rid of me.

Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine.
Why do I have tears in my eyes today
when he was NEVER mine?

If I could be anyone at this moment,
I'd be her so you'd love me too.

Should I smile because he's my friend,
or cry because that's all he is?

Love that we can not have is the one that last the longest,
hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.

When you're near it seems that I took you for granted,
but now that distance is between us,
it made me realized that your love has been a part of my life.

Nobody said it was easy;
it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy...
no one ever said it would be this hard.

It was supposed to be so easy,
but that changed as soon as i saw your face...