I am a little post traumatic
an anti-depressant addict
with a history of over thinking...everything
as for self esteem I don't have any
I feel my worth is less then a penny
but my husband loves me more then anything
I can be a really great friend
that is, when I am not falling off the deep end
in which case I could really use a hand
I am desperately trying to function and cope
it's very hard but I haven't given up hope
still people don't really seem to understand
It is so hard just to get out of bed
hiding from the monsters that invade my head
but I continue to try as hard as I possibly can
and even though the depression still takes over me
I wont let it stop me from being the best I can be
even when everything doesn't go according to plan
I am learning to stop taking all of the blame
for what I couldn't control, for what they couldn't explain
it wasn't my fault that we had to go on the lam
if I got across what I am trying to convey
then there is really only one thing left to say
...this is who I am
an anti-depressant addict
with a history of over thinking...everything
as for self esteem I don't have any
I feel my worth is less then a penny
but my husband loves me more then anything
I can be a really great friend
that is, when I am not falling off the deep end
in which case I could really use a hand
I am desperately trying to function and cope
it's very hard but I haven't given up hope
still people don't really seem to understand
It is so hard just to get out of bed
hiding from the monsters that invade my head
but I continue to try as hard as I possibly can
and even though the depression still takes over me
I wont let it stop me from being the best I can be
even when everything doesn't go according to plan
I am learning to stop taking all of the blame
for what I couldn't control, for what they couldn't explain
it wasn't my fault that we had to go on the lam
if I got across what I am trying to convey
then there is really only one thing left to say
...this is who I am
- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since December 22, 2003.
- I'm a moonstone path poet for 480 comments.
- I am a 22 year old girl from Arizona (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Fictional Character.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/gaiascully
- I am in the groups Poets with mental health problems, Raped and Abused, Used and Abused
- I have 480 comments, 3 contests
My Poetry
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I want to show you the inside
that's where I keep the truth -
don't look behind you
'cause you already know I'm there -
as the road winds further
you may look back if you can39 lines, December 12. In Life -
Whats it like to be okay
its hard to remember now
My Stories
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It was a Tuesday
Late November, my mom had just got me a leather jacket for their anniversary.961 lines, 3 comments, August 23, 2005. In <200 lines, Other
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ToltecWarrior on April 6, 2005You are not alone. You are surrounded by cyber space friends and fans. Feel the energy. Enjoy the journey!
peace and light~
BE GREAT!
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LiveThroughThis on November 4, 2004you are not alone *hugglesness*
if you want to talk, ill IM you my msn, yahoo and AIM's
or just IM me or whatever
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Ms Raneika on October 6, 2004Hey Gaiascully this is Truth and i was just wondering would you be interested to join a group of mine call the Trtuh Corner if so please let me know by e-mailing me at little4162@alltel.net or leaving a comment on my page at allpoetry.com/truth
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MissPumpkinKing on July 27, 2004yay first place welldone
