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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!!!!!!


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About Me:

I am just a regular girl who feels broken and lost sometimes.
I'm in a world I don't want to stay in... but I am too scared to leave.
I fear the unknown, and I worry I'm not good enough.
I've had some bad experiences in my life (but then again hasnt eveyrbody?), and they have given my a pesemistic out look on things in general, but
Regardless of that I am still the girl whose more worried about other people than of myself.
I keep to myself about how im feeling and the thoughts that run through my head,
I wear a much needed mask around other people.
Music and Poetry get me through everyday!!!!!!! And have helped me more than anything in my life.


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I NEED TO SAY ONE THING BEFORE I GO ON...
Regardless of my faults and flaws, and despite how much I hide things inside, there has been ONE person who has always had my back. For a while I didn’t believe that he would stay around. I was convinced he'd be just like the rest of them, and hurt me even harder than the person before... I thought once I’d opened up to him, trusted him and shown him who I really am, that he would shove me away, use what I told him against me, then leave me alone and vulnerable once more, like so many others have before.
But I was VERY wrong. I remember him telling me at the beginning of our friendship that he’d always be there, and I don't know how many years later it is now, but to this day, he is still the person I know I can trust. I still find it too difficult to call him when something is wrong, I find the mere thought of burdening him, and giving him that sort of obligation, sickening but just knowing I could if I ever had the courage to... that alone is enough. knowing what I have managed to tell him is safe, and that I can say anything and know there will be no judgment, knowing I can talk to him about the things he has never experience, and have him sit there, try his best to understand, then tell you everything WILL be ok. To find someone like that, is next to impossible, but somehow I did it. And I am forever grateful that I have come across such a TRUE FRIEND. For that’s the only way of describing him.
THANK YOU!!!


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My Poetry:
poetry is the only way i can truly express myself properly
I write what ever is on my mind.
When i write its always from my personal point of view, my opinions or things i experienced.
My poetry is truethful, but sometimes may not make sence to others.
Poetry helps me out, when nobody else can....
i dont hold back when i am writting, as i don't write to impress others, or even to come up with a great poem. i just write...


i like to follow a structure because i find it easier. but sometimes it doesnt work properly, as the emotions take over form the flow...
I have started putting random punctuation in my poetry to add visuals, to get the point across.

And last of all, i am hopeless with spelling and grammer, so just let me no when i've done somthing wrong!

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*98 per cent of teenagers have tried pot. If you are one of the 2% who hasn't, post this into your message*

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"A shot to kill the pain

A pill to drain the shame

A purge to stop the gain

A cut to break the vein

A smoke to ease the crave

A drink to win the game

An addictions an addiction

Because it always hurts the same"

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"Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live"

From 'Girl Interupted'

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*AP FAMILY!*

i love you all so much and i am always here for you!!

if you would like to join my AP family, just IM me, you're all welcome to join...


Mum - YoursTruelyJulie - shes such a great AP mother, she will listen to everything, and somehow make me smile.
www.allpoetry.com/poets/YoursTruelyJulie


My Everloved F.U.T
SherriCYANIDE - i love her!
www.allpoetry.com/SherriCYANIDE


sister - Paradynamic - ash is awesum, i love her so much and she has always been there for me. shes the sort of girl who will help out a complete stranger, and not expect anything in return. shes amazing... i love you heaps hunni, thanks for everything. your such a sweetheart =]
www.allpoetry.com/Paradynamic

Sister - BarbedWireButterfly... my gorgeous lil sister, growing up so fast hehe
www.allpoetry.com/BarbedWireButterfly

sister - BeautifulDisaster9
www.allpoetry.com/poets/BeautifulDisaster9

sister - Miss DontTouchME
www.allpoetry.com/poets/Miss%20ontTouchME

sister - dark demented me
www.allpoetry.com/poets/KissaFrog666

sister - Piper77
www.allpoetry.com/poets/Piper77



Big Brother - Green Manalishi, he's pretty cool. and has great poetry, please read
www.allpoetry.com/Green Manalishi

brother - brokenknuckles
www.allpoetry.com/poets/brokenknuckles

Little brother - XThexBloodyxDragonX (12 years old)
www.allpoetry.com/XThexBloodyxDragonX



Aunty Doris - Spirtual Nature -she's a great listener
www.allpoetry.com/Spirtual%20Nature


cousin(F) - Queen of My World
www.allpoetry.com/poets/Lili%20Liaison

Cousin(F) - yourlittlebutterfly aka meg... she's awesome!
www.allpoetry.com/yourlittlebutterfly


Granny - AliceinPoetryLand (Gaylene) such a truely amazing poet... write on =]
www.allpoetry.com/AliceinPoetryLand

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The more I think,
The more I cry.
The more I cut,
The quicker I'll die...

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Yes i am a cutter/carver, and i have been for a while now. its not somthing i am proud of or wish to get attention for. i am trying to give it up, but its alot easer to do in theory as aposed to actually doing it!.


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One last thing, untill you go through it, you cant tell somebody weather its right or wrong, or that they should 'get over it'!! Don't judge somebody about somthing you no nothing about!!