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• Last seen right now. Member since March 3.
• I'm a hyperbolic pebble poet for 2087 comments.
• My mood is , and quote is "i feel like dying.".
• I am a 16 year old girl (Canada)
• When I'm not writing, I'm trying to live life..
• Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/thunderxxparadise
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• I am in the groups The Rhythm Children, The X Factor
• I have 2,087 comments, 37 contests, 8 columns

Poems I'm focused on

• discord.

  ‘I want to hear you say it out loud’ I whispered into the cold night air hoping you could still hear me.
  ‘the stars are beautiful’ you sta

  36 lines, 8 comments, December 30
• confused.

  1. dusk
  hand in hand they walked,

  39 lines, 7 comments, December 17
• windows have holes.

  i.
  

  62 lines, 5 comments, December 14
• skylights.

  now and then I try to remain impassive.
  

  49 lines, 7 comments, December 10
• ab imo pectore.

  caeca invidia est.
  whoever said that love is blind has a lot to learn from envy. envy, one of the seven deadly sins with a color to match

  30 lines, 18 comments, December 6

Active Contests

• pretty much ANYTHING goes.

  pretty much anything except for erotica/sensual and no rhyme. PW's ARE NOW ALLOWED!!!!

  400 points, ended December 31, 58 entries In Angst, Contest, Creative, Dark, Feelings, Imagery, Memories, Other, Pain, Personal, Thoughts
• and it's another prompt inspired quickie :):)

  25 entries, up to 50 words, prompt: parachutes OR carousels. (you can choose both if you want) enter please ♥

  400 points, ended January 6, 2009, 22 entries In Angst, Contest, Creative, Dark, Feelings, Imagery, Love, Memories, Other, Personal, Quickie

My Poetry

• faint.

  1.
  glimmering

  25 lines, 5 comments, January 6, 2009
• comatose.

  a.
  

  80 lines, 3 comments, January 6, 2009
• severed skies [working on it]

  i decided to reserve
  just in case i forget

  2 lines, January 5, 2009
• mirage.

  morning;
  

  53 lines, 4 comments, January 5, 2009

My other items

• Column: name change. at allpoetry
  help
• Column: back :) at allpoetry
  back from cuba.
• Column: I will be gone, for a week! at allpoetry
  if you care about me, read this.
  

My journal entries

• missing pieces.

  
  
  
  
  failure:
  1.unsuccessful, falling short of the standard that’s set out for me.
  2.breaking down, crashing into more than the glass wall separating us
  3.disappointing everyone who knows me
  4.letting myself down, and more importantly you
  5.Emma.

  
  - I have no time for distractions anymore.

   

  - - - - -

  I think I'm falling for him again

  and it sucks

  a lot.

  - - - - -

  I need to find a better way of letting go, other than addictions that will probably never leave. I've kind of resigned myself to dying early, in a weird way I hope that I do. I'm so fucked up.

  e --> v

  shutup. I actually think I hate you.

  January 6, 2009, Read all 300 words → Make first comment?
• yellow blue bus

  yellow blue bus.
  it's a name of this book i read a few years ago and i randomly thought of it now.
  
  yellow blue bus kind of sounds like 'i love you' in russian .. which is why i picked out the book in the first place. i thought the title was really cute.
  
  Я люблю вас / ya lublyu vas
  
  .. that's probably not how you spell it, but I tried lmfao.
  
  

  
  anywho, I'm feeling better today
  

  except school starts on monday and I'm still not done my essay
  
  
  i found out yesterday my parents met on a blind date.
  

  i saw this clown show yesterday. pretty much the entire russian community was there lmfao. i knew a lot of people bahahaha.

  it was really funny, and kind of cool in a lame childish way. afterwards we went to richtree. the food there was delicious and then

  January 3, 2009, Read all 300 words → Make first comment?
• untitled.

  1. everyone lies, including god and any of gods messenger people or whoever [sorry if i offend anyone]
  2. i used to believe in love
  3. wishes don't come true
  4. good friends are as rare the big bang
  5. the human race should be destroyed

   

  that's it for my list for now.

  i feel rather pessimistic and cynical.

  i feel like dying.

   

   

  I’m not good enough for anything or anyone.

   

  I’m empty and I have been for a while now.

  I’ve been lying to myself about everyone.

  January 1, 2009, In Angst, Bitter, Depression, My life.  Read all 900 words → 3 comments, Add one?

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