Poetry for me is very therapeutic. I have been through a lot during my lifetime. My only hope is that through my poetry you may understand how someone that has been abused feels and sees the world. Maybe it will help you to help someone in your life that is or has gone through similar situations if not the same exact ones I have. I hope that all of my poetry will not always be dark, cold, and depressing as I do have a light happy side as well. Unfortunately that side doesn't come out all too often when I do write. My poetry has also been said to have an inspirational side as well.
I have been called a "Drama Queen" so much throughout my life but more and more over the past few years. This may be true, so I guess this is the place to vent and get my feelings out in poetry as I have throughout my life in order to sort things out and come to solutions to problems, and life in general for me. So what if I am a "Drama Queen" if you can't deal with it then you are the 1 with the problem not me. So what if I let my feelings hang all out and I am not afraid to share them with the world. I think more people need to do this especially men.
I am openly gay and openly Wicca. I am not only here to post my writings, but to meet other people regardless of your sexual preference and orientation, as well as other Wiccans. I have very eclectic music tastes, and I love theater. I am a very open-minded person and I love to meet new people and make new friends. Who know? Maybe someday I will find Mr. Right, or even Mr."Write" LOL!!
I love my current job even though it is occupying most of my time. I get to laugh and have fun as well as meet other people. I love my co-workers and my managers as they are showing me a new outlook on life and that there truly are people that care about me and what is going on in my life. This is becoming my new found inspiration along with God and Goddess.
I am currently putting my biological family behind me except for my brother as they cause me more heartache and pain than I need. They expect me to be concerned about them at a drop of a hat, but when I need this in return I am trying to get attention. I don't need this in my life. I am looking for answers that they don't want to give for whatever reason, thus hindering my healing process in the area of my abuse. So, in order for me to move on this is what I feel I must do.
If you are out there MY Prince, I am waiting. Come to me my Knight in Shining Armor and we will make beautiful poetry and write our poems together. May we write a musical and/or play that will be remembered throughout eternity.
Love always,
Oktiggerknowsbest
- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since May 14, 2007.
- I'm a supertopaz delight poet for 75 comments.
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, and quote is "1. Sticks and Stones may break my bones, but whips and chains excite me. 2. When I'm good I'm very good, but when I'm bad I'm even better.". - I am a 34 year old guy from Oklahoma (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a server in the restaraunt biz. I like to hangout and talk with friends, listen to music, and have fun. I am currently trying to get back into theater, drag, and online classes..
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/oktiggerknowsall
- I am in the groups Gay Lesbian and Bisexuals Group
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Poems I'm focused on
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Dear Prudence
I Am The Walrus -
Your firey red hair Sends me the first dare
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Why is it that death causes pain for those left behind? / Yet for those who pass we say, “They are in a better place now?” / We are left with our teeth to grind / While they are now meeting new people with a raised brow
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I feel like I’m alone / Like I’m a drone / Only made to work / Like I’m only a quirk / Someone’s book / I’m not able inside to look / A slave to love’s ways / Not allowed to have my own cays / Unable to have s
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They claim to be your friend / Until the end / Then they turn around and bite you in the ass / But you are taught to deal with them with class / They are assigned to be your trainer / But rather they want to put you
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I’m lost in this world / I feel as if out of someone I was hurled / I feel as if I have no reason or purpose / Like there is something deeper inside of me under the surface / Yet it is too far hidden / For me to fin
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JustAnotherIdoit on November 27, 2007thanks for the nice comment on my poem 'her'
i really appreciate it.
i havent really told anyone about me being bi but if i did i KNOW they'd look at me differently.
i guess too many people think they know what 'normal' (per say) is. good luck with future writing.
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Hetha : Thank You! on May 15, 2007I appreciate you taking the time to read some of my poetry, and making the comments that you did. Love You too, sweetie
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~Hetha
