Perfectdarkangel• Show poetry

about me?
im a hardcore rocker for one






well if you dont want to get too deep with this than dont read any further.













From the day I was born I guess I had a rough life.
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92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile.
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Well lets see shall we.When I was four years old i was raped by my cousin, through the next couple years he molested me.
When I was six I was diagnosed with legg-calve-perthes not to long after my parents separated and i havent seem my cousin since. Throughout the years until I was ten my mother neglected my sister and I, so we basically took care of ourselfs.
When I was 11 my mother met a guy on the internet,he molested and abuse me the whole time he lived with us. If i refused to give him what he wanted he would hit me.
I tried to commit suicide countless times mainly by popping random pills. It wasnt to long until I got addicted to that stuff. (most my poetry was written while i was high from them)
When I turned 12 I wrote my first poem which was for school and won some award thingy.
right before I turned 14 i was admitted into an insane assylum for trying to commit suicide in school.
The day after i was finally out of that place my dad came to my door, and my mother told him right in front of me that she wants nothing more to do with me. so i went to live with him and my grandma for a few months. (I think around that time I accepted Christ)
Than my father and I moved to Arizona with my stepmother and two stepsisters. My stepmother constanly reminded me about how useless and dumb I am and how I would never amount to anything. My dad would never stand up to her. The moment he finally did we were homeless, and I had to get a job to help pay rent.
Than my dad met a girl on the internet and she was at first very nice and patiant, but than my dad got her peregnat and now snaps at me for even entering the same room as her, so now I feel that she hates me to. (note to self never get pregnate). Before she got pregnate I've stoppoed cutting myself for four months, but the stress has pushed me toward cutting, suicide, and drugs again.
My dads girlfriend lost the baby but she is still pretty crabby, plus the people at my new school think Im some sort of weird satanic gothic emo, and the type of town I live in is where everybody thinks they're richer than you.
but there are some people that are nice, although they dont understand me either, they also think Im crazy but who knows... maybe I am.....






the reason I put my life story on here is because poetry is about stuff that comes from the heart, and I want you to know where my heart is comin from. if that makes any sense.

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My AP family

Demon Goddess-Younger Sister
Godsemogirl- Younger Sister
shattered beauty- Younger Sister


If you wanna be in my family just message me and ask