Lovers come and go
But you I wanted to keep around
after it was over; tears
I remember the times
that were only ours together.
I can't go back to you
My heart can't take it
but part of me lingers...
at the thought of you
Parking lot activities
and space cadet adventures
All our special things
that once were,
never again.
I hope one day
you will forgive me
I left you hanging
no goodbye, just left
At the time i had to
but it doesnt excuse everything
I dont know anything anymore
I am a stupid girl
but I feel like running to you again
crying my eyes out like so many times before
Screaming at myself
I loved the way it felt like
the world spinning around us
every kiss, every time my heart raced
FUCK!!
These memories are taking me over
driving me insane
Tempted to get in my car
drive to your house
run to you
and just cry.
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i dont Fing know anymore.... my mind is racing and I dont like it. I feel like crying, but I'm scared to cry by myself sometimes......FUCK......
Written March 12th, 2005
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Maybe I will call...i dont know. But if you call i will proly pick up the phone (even though i'm not sure you know my new number)
In so many ways I am different, but really I am still me, the same lost girl I was. -
I . . . I don't know what to say to this. I always liked how you included our inside jokes in your poems, the ones that only I would understand, and I do. I still think about space cadets, stupid girls, and parking lot activities. Sometimes it seems so long ago, like they are the memories of someone else. But it was me, I was there and I am glad.
Josh
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