Baby I need your help,
I feel like I'm losing all control.
I need you to be here for me,
to help me get through this.
I'm strong enough to admit I'm weak,
And I can't do this alone.
I've fallin so deep,
I don't know what happen.
All the sudden I found comfort,
with the blade and a bottle of pills.
No, I'm not going to die,
I'm just having a tough time.
I know that I'll eventually be okay,
I gotta pick up the pieces.
Putting myself back together won't be easy,
So hold me together as long as it takes.
I need you more then ever,
to help me survive this struggle.
God's testing me again,
And I can only wish he'd stop.
I love you with all of my heart,
and everything that I am.
I don't want to end up hurting you,
and that's why I'm asking you to help me.
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Adding your comment:
and I was very suicidal back then too. Babe, I really hope and pray that you know that there are people, like me, that you can pick up the phone and talk to, whenever you feel like slipping away. Hold on, and never let go... Things will be okay, I promise sis, just take things one day at a time 
I love you 
Your Sara Dawn 
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