Nice To Know

you're still so distant
and you still don't answer you're phone
you still recite the same words
and it's nice to know why you're shady when i'm gone

you act like you're life is small
one big secret
you can bottle it
but don't expect to hide it all
and it's nice to know i'm not much at all

ask so many favors
still nothing in return
i wake up every morning
you're on my mind
and it's nice to know i'll always be left behind

big man on campus
all grownup and moved out
you go around like your life's so hard
and it's nice to know my feelings don't count

this is all one bit act
you're one big fake
i go on everyday
and it's nice to know you won't miss me if i don't wake

i hate all your changes
i hate that i'm still happy for you
i hate myself for being born
and it's nice to know that somewhere deep down inside you hate me too

i can't stand this part
i want it to end
god, don't make me take this any longer
and it's nice to know that the rules still bend

you want this to become one way
you don't want me to know
all you do behind my back
who you see,
where you go

so it's nice to know
i still can't trust you
you just don't understand
i'm still dying here
and you're still only half a man