I'll leave it right

Once again I'm the only one overcome with regret
about what we left unsaid
I promise myself
the last time, I will be sure to end this right
not like the last

A phone call to say goodbye
til I realise how hard that will end up being
Then another to say I;m sorry
all things are gone
truth is my feelings were never real
your just the one
you gave me permission to hold
to love
to kiss you

Honestly I still feel the pain but it's as if your not real
confused and dishonestly you say you still feel it to
wide awake, I can never sleep
thoughts of you still fill my head

Time to leave nad back to old habits
Love was lost
even when I did things right
by you, I told you all you meant to me
Forever I mean those words
Forevr I mean I love you