i wonder why things fall apart
when everything is supposed to be so good
i wonder why you're never here
and if you ever really understood
i wonder if you can see
why this was too much
i wonder if you're okay
and why i have horrid luck
i wonder how we ended this way
on such a bad note
i wonder if you're the same
and what words we just never spoke
i wonder what you still hide
and why you didn't share
i wonder if they were right
and i was just nothing and you didn't care
i wonder if this was all an act
you carried on so long
i wonder if i should be hurt
and if this is so wrong
i wonder what you're thinking
and if what they say is true
that i was never it
and i couldn't trust you
when everything is supposed to be so good
i wonder why you're never here
and if you ever really understood
i wonder if you can see
why this was too much
i wonder if you're okay
and why i have horrid luck
i wonder how we ended this way
on such a bad note
i wonder if you're the same
and what words we just never spoke
i wonder what you still hide
and why you didn't share
i wonder if they were right
and i was just nothing and you didn't care
i wonder if this was all an act
you carried on so long
i wonder if i should be hurt
and if this is so wrong
i wonder what you're thinking
and if what they say is true
that i was never it
and i couldn't trust you
Author notes
and once again i've gone and thought things through and of course this is what i get. i don't know what i am going to do with myself. how can i feel bad for some one who really never did tell the truth, i don't know but i do. in a way i feel like shit caus i don't really mean anything. its wonderful.
Written February 15th, 2006
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aww this is so sad! but so very good! i hope u feel better!
