Sundays

Every sunday I think
about what i need to do with my life
what i should do with myself
what i really want is to mean something
to somebody
to have someone to embrace what i say
who i am
what makes me an individual
and to maybe just one time in my life
run across someones mind and
and become an integral part of anyones life
but then again
if that happened
what the hell would i do on sundays