Awaiting

Verse 1- Breathless, lifeless, hopeless, worthless shit. By so much surprise I was taken.  This is not an explanation but a plead for restoration.  Answers or death.  Your time to choose, hes gone and I wish she was.  The caskets awaiting, for its death wish, my eternal death bed.

Chorus- I hate you, grow up, get a fucking clue, life isn't all about you, your not what you make yourself out to be.

Verse 2- I wanna see you die, hear your shriek scream.  Until I die, I'll dread to see you.  I was so damn young, where the hell did you get the nerve, to pick up all of your things, god fucking damn, if only you could just see me, take one look at the mess you left.

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Verse 3- Yeah you should be miserable and hate yourself, you fucked up, now I'm less one parent and that's your fucking fault.  Don't say it was hard and don't you fucking apologize cause I can't bear it.  So god damn tired of pretending.

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Verse 4- The second that door slammed was a new beginning for you and hells gate for me.  You let him come, like an invitation to watch me slowly die, how could you, what was going through your mind did you know, how we would then on live?