Would it be wrong to want it all back?
The life of mine in which I knew everything.
There was no predicting, I knew it all.
The hurt, the pain, the heartache,
At least then I knew who I was.
My scars are finally fading,
And my smile is sometimes real.
But the one problem I have is,
I lost myself, I don’t know me anymore.
I let someone in, too close for comfort.
What am I doing?
Where am I going?
My heart belongs to someone else,
And I feel like I’m dying.
How do I stop it? Help me damn it!
You kiss my cheeks, my lips, my head,
And you hold me ever so tight.
You sense that something is wrong, and I smile…
Pretending it’s nothing, I’m terrified baby.
But I can’t tell you that.
I won’t hurt you again, I’ll ignore it.
I’m giving my life up for you,
Simply because I can’t lose another person.
I know you’ll never leave me,
And I’ll do my best to never leave you.
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Deep in my heart, I know this isn't right. I'm running from my problems. But I got somebody's hopes up, and I'd do anything to get out of here. I make myself sick, but eh... I leave in 5 days. I love him, he loves me... I hate it.
Written April 16th, 2006
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I like it a lot. It says a lot, and i can relate. Good job.
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I'm returning a favo from a looong time ago
I was reading my comments and was like...i don't think I returned this one!
So here I am. I love this poem, it's really good and from a slightly different angle I see how you feel...or what you were trying to portray. I mean, not the exact same feeling, but I can sense the anger and fear and sadness in the poem. It was very well written. -
very sad
a very deep and sad write my friend keep up the good work and thank you for sharing this with us, there is no need to feel alone on here for there are many of us and we are just one click away ,,,,,
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Sometimes love really isn't enough,babe and if you are in need of time, then take it now. Figure out what YOU wanna do instead of doing what EVERYONE else thinks you should do. I am sorry that you are hurting and know that I am here.
Love,
Deena
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sweety this is so sad...you always hurt the ones you love the most tho...i hope you can be happy one day and be with your "true love" <3 wonderfully written as always sweetheart
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lala dont worry so much. you have wonderful friends that are here to help you through this. and from what you have told me bout earl he seems like a really sweet guy. so everything is going to work out in the end. you know you can always talk to me bout anything. that was an awesome people and keep up the good work. i <3 you
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Very good poem I know what it is to love someone so much that you feel as though you lose yourself. wow you leave in less than a week good luck it will be ok just believe.Don't worry nice poem.
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good poem it speaks from the heart. i have been in something similar so i do understand. follow your heart. keep writing!!
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