I thought it was all over
I thought I'd changed my ways
But the truth is that I can't
These things can never change
I shed a tear for each memory
That lays inside my head
And the worst ones I can remember
Is when I wish I were dead
Its hard to think I felt that way
And unfortunately I still do
But whatever it is I wish for
I know it will never come true
I can wish I were happy
But instead I'll be sad
I can wish things would get better
But they would just get bad
I tell myself I am a strong girl
And I tell me not to cry
But whatever it is I say
I still only ever want to die
Things can sometimes get better
But they eventually get even worse
Why can't I just get my wish
Of ending up in a hearse
I guess I'll be forever damned
But I'll just live my life dreaming
Find a peaceful place to live my life
But we all know inside I'll be screaming
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This hasn't been edited so feel free to point out things that need work.
Written April 23rd, 2006
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this is a great write but very sad that you feel like that..but i can relate i have felt the same way..i hope everything gets better for you
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Awwwwwwwwwwww OMFG I can so, so, totally, completely relate!!!! You've done an awesome job with this... don't edit it!! Great stuff!!
Maria xoxox -
All that needs changing is the thinking .... fact or fantasy ??
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