"i just can't let go"

“I Just Can’t Let GO”

“I see a way that you could always feel me.”
While you dream I’m on the side of your bed,
Watching you sleep.
My hand rubs your side of your face,
Then I run my fingers through your hair.
I give you a kiss on the cheek,
Just to say that I really meant to tell you, I did care.
I felt a tear rolled down my face.
I turn away so I’m not looking at you,
I smile to hide the shame.
Despair rolls right in
I just need to feel your touch again.
I start to look at you, and I see your awake
You asked me what’s the matter?
I say nothing.
You say come here, please tell me what’s wrong.
I look at you and try to smile.
Your arm is around my shoulder,
And I wish it was somewhere else instead.
I tell you I don’t know why I am here?
I look all around your room and you move in closer to me,
I hear music in the background of the words “ what hurts the most”,
And you say “Wow!”, you still feel that way about me?
I say yes I do, tears rolled down my face.
You turn my head towards you, you look into my eyes kiss me on my lips
And the mood sets in.

You say I dream about you every night.
And you say, “I just wish one day we could go back to make everything alright”.
I say,” maybe we can”, you look at me, then smile.
I say, “ if you knew how I felt about what I said, I never did mean to say it, I was just scared of us being so close”.
And I’m sorry I screwed everything up between us.
You looked at me and wrapped your arms around me, and made me fall on my back.
You start to kiss my lips then my neck.
You hold my hands and brought them over my head.
I say to you,” I’m so sorry!”
I just really missed you.
Then I said to you……………

Nothing is like it was,
Like the house feels so empty.
I can’t sleep at night without the picture of you inside my mind.
I really wish we could have one more chance,
Because I don’t know if I could ever find someone that I really loved so much like I did you.
I really hope your okay. I just want you to be happy
Cause I just really do love you.
Because listen to what I need to tell you…….

I miss you holding me, loving me, kissing me, and being by my side,
Calling me to chat every night.
It would be a miracle if I could hear your voice, to feel your warmth of your touch, to be able to feel your sweet kiss once again.
But I see that it just have to be us being just friends.
Nothing felt more heartbreaking when you walked out the door
There’s just one thing I miss the most, is you being by my side,
And you called me that very night and said
Seslie I’m so sorry, but this is Goodbye.