I Don't Anymore

No one seems to understand
What god has planned…
I’ve waited far to long to let it all end
Everything I have sealed is written in my heart
But all everyone really sees is to rip it apart
Since I was a little girl I always dream
About writing how I really felt
And how love should be
But then I couldn’t find my inspiration
To lift me off my feet
Couldn’t find myself entangled in me

Until one day someone smiled at me
He was different and as sweet as can be
I’ve gotten to know him a little bit more
And I soon adore him like never before
Then I stated writing from my heart
He was my inspiration he was my lost part
Since then I never let it slip away
Kept practicing my words everyday
Until they were embedded in my dreams
Painted among the soft streams
Never letting them leave me

Question myself from time to time
Why can’t they stand by my side?
Have only myself and the boundless sky
But then it’s not until you came into my life
When you open the shades allowing the light
To brighten up my shady blight
There is no one like you
You help me see the different hues
When I couldn’t see them at all
Now when am alone I hear you call
When many times I just wanted to lose it all

But I don’t anymore
Copyright©2006 Tempestt Calamity Jane™
5/19/06 Pop/Rock Acoustic guitar
Calamity