I lost a guy and I don’t know why? What went wrong? I know that he’s gone but seems like I’m making the biggest mistake of all. Ever since the day he lefted my life fell apart. I know we had something special, sometimes I even wonder would I ever find somebody that would ever take his place? However times days hours sitting at home doing nothing seems like a bore. I would instead would like to meet someone or just hangout, but I don’t know if I could ever let him go. Because I’m about to go insane. He doesn’t know this but the last day we spend together wasn’t like any other. I wish I could all rewind all this stuff, because it looks like all of my friends and family seem to be against me, instead of helping me get through and over this misery. I don’t know if I could make this seem like “wow wee” but inside my heart it’s crying, but on the outside I just forget about everything. I miss him being by my side.
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theres alot more but thats most of it
Written June 13th, 2006
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great poem...
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Heartbreaking
WoW... I so can realte to where you are coming from... Not in the same exact way but I can... I felt like I couldn't find anyone else after my ex (now my best friend) broke up with me... because his feelings weren't the same as they used to be... it was so hard on me... I couldn't eat and I couldn't sleep and it felt as if I was loosing everyone around me... i felt so lost... and I just needed to talk to him and get some closeur... and I did... and now we are best firends and we both still have love for each other but we don't love each other... Now I know for a fact that you'll find another... you just have to give yourself time to get over him and stop looking because when you aren't looking that's when they come... well in my case that's what happened... After I broke up with my rebound guy (which I feel bad for using him but it helped me get over my ex in some way) I stopped looking... and in a matter of a few weeks... this guy asked me out and we've been going out ever since... and I found love AGAIN... My new love doesn't take the place of my ex and he never will... but he does have my heart... its just you love people in different ways and no one will ever tak your ex's place... unless you let them... but no matter how hard you try you wont ever find anyone just like him... they may be better or they may be worse... it just all depends... I hope that I was able to help in some way... and hopefully everything works out for you... If you'd ever like my advice again you can just ask me... Good luck to you and I hope that everything goes the way that you want it too... just take some time to yourself..
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