I hate you
for what you have done
and how you thought you would get away with it
I hate you
for beating her
and for raping her daughter ... my best friend
I hate you
for never noticing the pain
but most of all i hate her mom
you beat her
but she let you rape her daughter
I hate the both of you
I hate the both of you
for putting me in that situation
but most of all for hurting my sister
I hate myself
i set a bad example
i cut myself and she followed my path
How could i be so stupid
to lead her through my mistakes
i helped her hide them instead of getting her out
I hate myself
for ruining this family
and losing my bestfriend...
Please tell me what you think
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There is no forgiveness in this - what worries me though is the lack of forgiveness for yourself when you were not to blame at all. Don't let this blight your life forever or the abuser has triumphed. Look forward and learn to trust those who merit your trust. I wish you so much luck. camus

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A truly heartbreaking write. One that is so full of sadness and emotional turmoil. Just know that it isn't your fault.
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this is a very sad write my dear, i always tell my *children* that you must speak out to anyone and everyone that will listen, abusers only do these things thinking that WE the abused will give them an alibi, you must tell a teacher/trusted relative or even a policeman, dont let this man do the same thing to another child as well,


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full of sadness ... I hope this is not based on reality dear and if so, please learn to forgive yourself for whatever you think you have done. abuse is the fault of the abuser.
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This poem speaks to my heart. This is exactly what happened to my best friend who finally got put into foster care. It got worse for me though. Her step-dad then molested me. It was horrible.
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thank you for commenting and I'm very sorry for what happened to you.
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oh this is really sad... abuse though was never your fault .. chin up an keep smiling.. you have talent
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thank you for your comments
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awesome
Awwee.... this so sad, is this a recent one or past?
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