As quickly as the dark side appears
The side wanting to live.. vanishes
And with the rest of my happy life
It disappears into the night.. Without a trace
Without the will to live inside of me
I do not search for it, neither do I care
As it happens.. The darkness is comforting
I find solace.. I find my true self
Through attempts at finding happiness
I realise it cannot be done.. Not for me
So I continue in my path of self pity
Because I know I am not worth more
I will return to the ways of before
The ways I had accepted as my fate
And what I do regret to inform is..
Those ways won't last long.. I won't last long
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My good mood didn't last long.. As you can see
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this is awesome!
this shows everything you feel
and makes me feel it
congratulations!
check my work sometime.
Märio
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What all the smart people above said!
Know that I care for you and I'm only 700m away if you ever want to come over and chat... i've heard Joey makes a lovely cup of tea *shhhh*
Love and care always,
Joey.
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I agree with what Mon said, but I also understand somewhat what it is you're going through, though I cannot fully know. I also agree with Bazza! you will pull through it, you are strong enough...
Awesome poem btw
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Self pity is not becoming, it makes everyone else surrounding you miserable. I think I've found a new saying 'Life is a mystery, humans only degrade it.' You're worth more than that, don't prove to be like the rest...It's something none of us want.
Thanks for sharing,
-Black Panic -
Take my hand and I will teach you to fly again.
On every journey of despair one comes to a fork in the road .... one leads up to the sunlight and the other to the depths of dark despair, but one always has to make a choice as to pick path they take. Often the black path downwards is the easiest, but in the end turns out to be the hardest one. You have the guts. You have the power, You have the knowledge. I am going to watch you climb out from rock bottom again because I know you will rise to the challenge, no matter how hard and steep the path. Come on honey, we are still apair fighting this shit .. and I want to smell sweet for Christmas ... and you too....
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total awesomeness... you hit it right on the head i as well suffer from constantly wallowing in self pity and am helpless to do anything other than constantly think why cant i just end it.... for me it was an awesome write.true feelings from the soul. amy
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