Never see me hate you

You always wanted me to hate you and It was so hard to do but the last time that I lost you...oh baby I really hated you.

I couldn't take the pain anymore, I couldn't take the crying, I had realized that it was over, so I sat and thought about the past.

I thought about how you lied to me, hit me, & cheated on me. I thought about how big of an ass you were, and that is when it stared.

Everytime I saw something you gave me I'd punch something, Everytime I thought about you I'd punch something, And even when I dosed off walking home from school... I'd close my eyes and there you where.... you ignorent fool! So I would start a-swinging and I would start the punching but it never was you.

Oh, how I wanted to kill you and if I ever could... oh baby I would! "Give me a gun, give me a knife, or give me a rope. Let me kill this son of a bitch so I can teach him a lession"

And After I would ask for something to kill you with I would hear... "Let him waste his life away. And no matter how much that whore tells you he's happy, you know that he is not. For you were the best he could ever have. So flot the shit out of it! Take pictures of how happy you are now that he has walked out that door... and hunny no matter how much it hurts you. Never let them see you cry!"

So I flot my shit! And I act happy... and I remember that they will never see me hate you, and they will never see me cry!

By: Jyma Green