How

How can you say you love someone
If you have a hard time finding reasons why
How can you make a promise,
A commitment to someone
If in the back of your head it isn't right
If this baby is the only thing
Stopping me from making a decision
Then am I just living a lie?
I feel so lost
Every hour its a different feeling
I just don't want to hurt him
Al I want to do is run
Run from my problems
Run from everyone
How can I stop from feeling like this
Why cant I tell him the truth
Why cant I find the truth
I just don't know what to do