Stopping

I tried to stop that one time,
by unloading all my pain.
I came to you, in need of help,
And you dug into YOUR vein.

I tried to stop that one time
The pain was just too much.
One fight was all it took,
And the glass was back to touch.

I tried to stop that one time
I was done with it you see.
Spending more time at school and less at home
I had no need to hurt me.

I stopped for that one time,
Two years was all I got.
Life was good for just enough time,
That I got another shot.

I started up that one time,
Not too long ago.
The pain was just too much to bear,
And I had to let it flow.

I started up that one time
Cause I felt so very alone.
All my friends had left me
Left me on my own.
Is started up that one time
When they said bad things to me.
I was hurt and I was crying
but they kept going, they didn't see.

I tried to stop that one time
After you made me feel so mad.
I didn't argue, didn't fight
But apparently that was bad.

I cut again that one time
When you came back to yell at me
Called me names like selfish bitch
And made me need to flee.

I tried to stop that one time
I really can't take it anymore
My wrist is scarred and hurting.
My wrist is tired and sore.

I'm trying to stop this time
You said you'd help me through
All my friends are with me,
All my friends... my crew.

I'm stopping this time.
I've no doubt in my mind.
I'm scared though and I need you,
I know you'll be behind.

It's over now, I'm done.
I promise this time for sure.
So many people helping me.
We gotta find a cure.