Could you imagine a face
But millimetres from your own
Screaming deafening words at you
Ones that you’d rather not hear
Having all but a tear stroll down your face
And being yelled at for that
Retreating to your escape, or lack thereof
And having more tears drop on the page
Your face red raw
And your head thumping
Nail marks cutting your veins
Restraining from what you do no more
From heartache to pain
Written on this page
I fear no words can explain
Having an escape route,
But too scared to grasp it
I’m falling deeper
My hole now darker
I want out
I want to live where there isn’t constant pain
I want to say what I won’t
Because I will keep it bottled up
Until I explode
I will rain down on you
Sting you with my acid words
Tear you down and strip you bare
You won’t want to remember what I will do
I will show you all the scars you left
I will show you how you hurt me
It will hurt you, and you will see that
I could not love you
Not even if I tried
I have lost all respect
And any chance of hope
I just want the real me back
Author notes
originally written on a dear spattered page after one of my bigger fights. Lots of snot and blowing and eyes hurting from rubbing them dry.
A contest entry
- D.i.r.t.y.p.r.e.t.t.y by Crimson Lotus.
600 points, ended March 23, 2007, 25 entries
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this was a really great write and i really enjopyed reading this write..it flowed very well and was powerful and emtional as well..keep writting your very talented
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Thankyou very much, I really should put more stuff up on here, but I never check it, I am a devart junkie, through and through
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Jess...
*hugs*
All ive got...
x
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:smiles:
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