I'm sitting here
staring straight ahead
knowing that your laying
in my bed.
You said,
"Come let me hold you,
Don't let me lose you,
because I love you!"
Why do I feel this way?
I always want to push away!
But my heart says, stay here,
let him wrap his arms
around you, tonight!
Everything will be okay!
written by: ALJ
Author notes
couldnt sleep wrote this at two in the morning.
How could I have made it better, and be nice about it.
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Amanda, here's a hug to get you through the night.
Okay, so that won't help much, but hopefully a little bit. I know the feeling, lost, mind racing, trying to find balance, trying to figure yourself out, why you are unhappy when you feel you should be happy, wondering what you're missing in your life/in yourself that makes you uneasy - WHY, WHY WHY!?!? Did I get close?
Don't put yourself down for how you're feeling, that just makes it worse, and keep working on trying to figure yourself out, it's worth the effort, but again let it be a okay process to go through and not something you think is wrong with you.
I think I'm done.
I'm sorry things are so crazy here and I don't have as much time to be here so we can chat more, but know that I think about you. 
Kimberly G.


