Endless Energy

The emotion the feelings, the careless feeling….

As I have have this bundling up energy inside me
I sit here and just want to Break it all
I want to just……… end it alll………….
I was never here for a good reason..

I do no harm to no one, I am just me
[Are you ok] “im fine, great”  ……. {I want to SCREAM ;
In misery I want to bleed}
People don’t understand

I hate to sleep…
I love to feel something.
Love plays with my mind
Whats to do with all this energy?

I just know the thing.
Go deeper, you can do it come on.
No I cant, you cant.
Just run through the forest untill everything is black.

Then… its black. Everything is gone
Peace has found me……
Eternal loneliness is love…
“im fine, great”……………
{cry. Cry .cry .scream. Die.}