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The Final Chapter

Missing image

Although it doesn’t matter

I want you to know

That my attraction to you

Was not based on carnal desire

Right from the start

I always believed

That the two of us

Could have a real future together

 

While I kept all this from you

It weighed me down so much

And it’s suddenly worse

Now my secret’s uncovered

Knowing that you inspire me so much

But I don’t for you

It’s such a heavy blow

From which I have to recover

 

Sometimes I might search

For someone to blame

And I may get angry

Both at you and myself

And I just can’t shake the feeling

That somehow I’ve failed

I’ll soon sink again

Into my own private hell

 

I keep on scratching

For a hope that’s not there

We’ve already reached

This tale’s final chapter

And as much as it aches

I have to accept

My first true love story

Has no ever after

 

You will always be

An earthbound angel to me

But a wretched serpent

Is like how I feel

Cold around your shoulders

Whispering poison promises

As my black tongue

Flicks in your ear

 

But now and again

I’ll come back to sense

I want to be part of your life

I don’t want to lose what we have

But for now I am volatile

Which will take time to change

I hope that you’ve got

The patience she never had

Author notes

My moniter is being sent away for repairs which may take up to a week and... i just wanted to get this message up. I want her to know that i respect her answer and that the way she feels about me is crystal clear.

My mood will undoubtedly sway many times quite violently but by the end i hope i can still be a significant figure in her life. Even if the role is more... subdued than i would like.

Be aware that the image is a design of Alchemy Gothic, 'Salvation of Maion'

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  • Rose Dark Thorn gold member
    March 10
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    You remind me so much of myself, it's uncanny. Just remember that you can always talk to me if you need someone, okay? There's no one that knows her better than I do, and I can tell you that she has patience of steel. She could deal with me, honey, and she can definitely deal with you.