Day's go by
everything seems the same.
living on my own is such a pain
no one to talk to or to hold my hand
If I mess up i'll be gone
prison, they say is where I'll be.
Now 18 and still feel 16
maybe I'm lost with no sence of reality.
Random drug tests they drop on me
It's as if no one trusts me.
Life at home isn't the same
I don't seem to fit in since I'm clean.
Parents say they love and like me better this way
But what if I don't feel the same?
Sometimes when I dream...I can feel the need inside of me
Filling me with that wormth I miss so deeply
Sometimes I feel like I'm sufficating
My own thoughts and feeling devouring me.
But day's are still going by and still nothing changes
Same shit just a different day I say.
Life grows harder every damn day
But is that a reason to give it all away?
Tell me what you thing and if you could give me some advice with how I'm feeling let me know. ^_^
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here is my number
my number is 1-320-236-3030 i live in south haven, minnesota -
i love your poem it touched me. i just started but i will never be that good.your an insperation.
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I think your beautiful!!!!
I want a number so that I may call you. I am traveling on the road right now. I hope that I can talk with you sooner but it will be a minute before I get back online. I love you lots! WILL BE THINKING OF YOU!!!!


