It's been 3 days since I've seen your face.
Today, you're walking hand in hand with your new man.
It's a complete disgrace.
I walk on pretending not to see you loving each other.
Then you have the nerve to look back at me to see if I cared you were in love.
Don't worry, I'm very happy for you.
I'm through with you.
Boo, I'm done with you.
Go ahead, I won't hate up on you.
You deserve to be happy even if you weren't faithful to me.
I'm not the kind of man who holds grudges.
You know your heart.
Trust it.
But you need to know that you hurt me 6 ways from Sunday.
You destroyed all the love and trust I ever had.
I just have one question for you,
are you glad?
Happy now that you've gotten me mad?
But I'm not going to resent you anymore.
I'm a real man and I've let you go.
So you look behind to see if I'm looking at you but you don't even know.
I'm not interested in your new found love.
I'll get mine from God above.
You better believe.
I'm not one to give up forever because of a bump in the road.
I should have seen it coming.
I never thought I'd ever say that I'm through with you.
Boo, I'm done with you.
So have a perfect life with your perfect man in your perfect house in the mountains.
I am not impressed.
You forget all about me, you hear.
Enjoy and rejoice in your new man.
Love him like you know you can.
Love him like you couldn't love me and it all wouldn't have been a sick waste.
This is just a fork in the road, boy.
There will be better days and brighter ways later on.
I will remember the love we shared for as long as I'm in this world.
I'll tell our girls that we had differences in love and will remain best friends.
Till the end, I'll take care of them like queens.
Your daddies will be back together some fine day.
He'll see the error of his ways.
He'll change.
That's what I'll say to little Victoria, Lynn and Ashley.
They'll never understand.
They'll never be the same.
But this is a fork in the road of life.
Tears fall from my eyes.
Author notes
Kevin and I are separated. Please pray for us and our family. I can't do this without him. We need and love him.
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Comments
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wow this is really deep i like the fact that you're very open and not afraid of people judging you i like how you seem comfortable in your own skin this was powerful
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It truly sucks when you give your heart and soul to someone and they shit all over you.I to at one point thought I couldn't make it without my ex.Now looking ack 2 years later the day I through him out was the best decision I made.It's hard when kids are involved I know.Just no he doesn't make you or break you.Keep your head up.You deserve a man who loves and respects you.


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wow its very emotional i know the feeling beleive me!
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A very forging poem of letting someone go and seeing it as...a fork in the road. Life always goes on and
is full of miracles waiting to happen. Dont give up!




