To say I'm sorry would just upset you more,
Sorry is just a word and I'm well aware,
You mean so much to me and I hurt you,
Those things I've been called are all true,
Selfish, heartless, immature and unknowing,
I promised you that I'd never leave,
Apparently I've broken that promise,
I'm not so sure how or when I did,
But I'm at a loss to fix it,
Blocked and deleted no doubt; my chance has passed,
I arranged it all my end, mum was lending me the money,
Trying to conquer it to get you to allow me;
To pay for a few things and help,
To try and make it enjoyable, to make you happy,
Just like you deserve, just like your dreams.
Your favourite song/worst song ever,
The one you cry to, the one I manipulated,
The one I tried to make into an apology,
It's you and I, then there are our other songs,
Our life is run by them and you mean so much to me,
Dido, our main song, Don't Leave Home,
I never meant to leave if I did...
I don't know if or when it happened but I'm still here,
I promise... I love you twinny...
Hate me if you need to but please know...
Your birthday will still be marked,
Your present already bought...
The final word, to end this epic...
Sorry.
Author notes
I know it's deleteworthy but I really am sorry and yes... it's just a word but.. I can't say it more or with anymore feeling than I am at the moment...
I love you to bits Charlabum....
Please... Don't let this destroy everything....
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aww this is wonderful,
im glad you two are ok again now,
you make such wonderful friends, the write is beautiful,
very freeform and letter like but it is very well written
all my love,
kitty xxx -
I loved the sentiments and the outpouring, I think it could be improved by working on the rhyme, but that's just my opinion.
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wow this is sad but good. lovely
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Aww *hugs* that was so sweet...I hope she forgives you *hugs* x
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Aw sweetie I am sorry I have missed wots been happening..You too defintely need to kiss and make up..Nothing is more important then ur best frien d
Love U both and I am here if U need me
Cin
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Sometimes streams of consciousness and thoughts are the best way to get things down, rhyme and meter get in teh way from writing all the feelings you have out... Sorry is a hard word to say if it's meant and that's what makes it a beautiful and honest word from the right person and for the right reason.
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