Watching from a distance I seek to know your thoughts,
Observing the behaviour that I grew to know and love,
Viewing the same old quirks that I adored,
Why is it that you prefer her over me?
Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like being yours,
The language you used, enticing and ever so exciting,
You told me that you thought of me in the most extreme way,
For so long you had kept it secret, then you finally said,
Those words, "I have had feelings for you for a long time"
When you said that I thought that was it,
I thought that something was going to happen,
It did but not how I expected,
The words tumbled out, I shared with you the same feelings,
The flirtatious language became dirty and envigorating...
You dropped me like a stone, no longer the sparkle in your eye,
I had been replaced for someone else...
No warning, no "I'm sorry", not a thing,
Then you came to me for help, someone had messed it up,
Little did you know that, that person was me,
I told her how you'd been flirting with me and very close,
No one else knows about it, talking about it today;
On the bench, no one knows that we had a thing,
They all suspect that it was just a close friendship;
With the occaisional painful slap or pinning to the floor.
What can I say, things can be easy to hide from our friends.
You came to me for help, explained the situation,
That's when my back went up, nothing more I could do,
You explained and apologised and said we're just close friends,
Nothing could come of it...
Now she's the sparkle in your eye, not just a crush like I,
Supposedly was, you smile and laugh and seem happy,
It's selfish of me to be jealous of her but I can't help it,
However, in this... I helped you, you're so close to her now,
One more step is left and that I will leave to you,
So long as you are happy, then I will recover, it won't be the last time,
Definately not the last time that I'm hurt.
Author notes
It has little meaning, don't read too much into it, I'm in an ICT lesson and bored...
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this is really well meaning, and though it may not mean the whole world to you hun some people could really relate to this, i can in my past ive had this happen,
this is a wonderful write,
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So many things have such little meaning honey, but still we say the words. This is a very mature and sensitive write and you captured certain emotions very well.
Love and hugs
Mummy
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My sweet Corrine, so full of emotion, so mature, and yet still inquisitive like a young girl. This is a most introspective and heartfelt penning baby girl.
Love and peace always,
mj.
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ive fet this way before sis
it aches
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I know this feeling all too well, I think that most people to a certain extent can relate to this emotion, as being thrown aside, taken the place of or simply ignored is what some ignorant people do, I know several like that. But at least it shows who your true friends are and who are fake.
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I understand this feeling it is happening alot lately in life thanks for sharing take care Hope your doing ok
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