Things don't go away so easy
I can be doing just fine and
then a certain song will come
on the radio, and it will place
me behind a locked door in the
bedroom of my childhood that
had toys and a bunk bed, things
a little boy would have
The times were oddly enjoyable
but under sinful circumstances
that should have never happened
but we didn't know what we were
doing was wrong, we were young
and naive and were playing adult
games that became an addiction
Innocence lost so easily and when
we discovered the fun we were
having was disgraceful, we still
played on, because it felt good
at the time, but now my emotions
pay the price for our misdeeds
of our adolescent carnal pleasures
I wonder if you ever think about it?
Author notes
Such a painful secret, having sex at a really young age...
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3. You have something in general that you can't tell people due to embarassment, fear they will hate you by knowing and fear of consequences.
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We all make terrible mistakes. I dated a paedophile (sort of) and lost my virginity to him and I think I had a miscarriage with his child and god, does he still haunt my dreams. First lesbian experience at 10/11 and not many people know, because I too am afraid of what they'll think. so many things I want to be forgot in my mind.
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