Oh god, what day is it
wasn't I supposed to have
that unwanted visitor
the day before yesterday
I'm scared, should I buy one
am I overreacting like usual
maybe but what-if
I guess I should
Here goes, pee on the stick
now I sit and wait
with baited breath
what will it say
Holy shit, there are two lines
is that yes or no
reading the instructions
there's life in me
What now, should I tell him
maybe go to the doctor
get blood drawn
wait for their answer
Phone's ringing, could this be it
I don't want to answer
pick it up
congratulations you are pregnant
Damn it, he needs to know
how do I tell him
just say it
honey, we are pregnant
Not again, I hate this puking
it's all I ever do
morning, noon, night
doesn't matter when apparently
I'm nervous, today is the ultrasound
he is holding my hand
there's the heartbeat
it's a little person
Oh god, it hurts so bad
make the pain go away
I want drugs
she is almost here
It hurts, I can't push anymore
he is urging me on
helping me breathe
a few more pushes
Sweet heaven, I hear her cries
daddy is cutting the cord
cleaning her up
I can see her
Beautiful baby, I can't stop crying
she is in my arms
sweet baby smell
and she is mine
Thank you, for such a gift
my precious little pink cherub
daddy kisses me
we are a family
Going home, with a precious bundle
Jor'Jianna Rayne is finally home
her brother's smile
we are complete
wasn't I supposed to have
that unwanted visitor
the day before yesterday
I'm scared, should I buy one
am I overreacting like usual
maybe but what-if
I guess I should
Here goes, pee on the stick
now I sit and wait
with baited breath
what will it say
Holy shit, there are two lines
is that yes or no
reading the instructions
there's life in me
What now, should I tell him
maybe go to the doctor
get blood drawn
wait for their answer
Phone's ringing, could this be it
I don't want to answer
pick it up
congratulations you are pregnant
Damn it, he needs to know
how do I tell him
just say it
honey, we are pregnant
Not again, I hate this puking
it's all I ever do
morning, noon, night
doesn't matter when apparently
I'm nervous, today is the ultrasound
he is holding my hand
there's the heartbeat
it's a little person
Oh god, it hurts so bad
make the pain go away
I want drugs
she is almost here
It hurts, I can't push anymore
he is urging me on
helping me breathe
a few more pushes
Sweet heaven, I hear her cries
daddy is cutting the cord
cleaning her up
I can see her
Beautiful baby, I can't stop crying
she is in my arms
sweet baby smell
and she is mine
Thank you, for such a gift
my precious little pink cherub
daddy kisses me
we are a family
Going home, with a precious bundle
Jor'Jianna Rayne is finally home
her brother's smile
we are complete
Adding your comment:
I loved the feeling of wholeness you gave, now you are a family, and don't need anything more. I also liked how you skipped time, from when you were taking the pregnancy test, to the blood test, to when you had the baby, to when you are now whole. This was a beatiful poem. It covered everything with having a baby. Nice memories, and Jor'Jianna is a wonderful name. 
