I'm fine :]

tell me that it's going to be okay, even if it isn't please do so
i don't know what to do, and where to go
i'm lost and struggling and haveing a hard time holding on
grab my hand quick before i'm gone
these days all bleed together know
i do know why but i don't know how
i haven't been around lately ,  i haven't been doing alright
i'm trying my best the only way i can but rate now i'm loseing the fight
sorry if i can't be of service to you, sorry if i can not help
i'm busy trying to fix myself and all the crasy shit i've been delt
i'm struggling really badly now just to make ends meat
nothing ever works out now i'm in utther disbelif
no one's left to help me all my friends have ran
now in my greatset time of need i have no one to hold my hand
i'm stumbbling downward and i'm apart to fall
i'm breaking apart pretty quickly now i'm ready to end it all
so if i'm not around for a while don't worry don't fret
i'll be just fine but don't you forget;
i love you all so deeply
and i'll miss you all soo sweetly
tell i'm fully better again
you'll be better off with out me in the end.