...Im Just Fine Thank You....Were Doing Just Fine.....

My room Never fills with sunlight.
Its almost subconscious vampirism.

Slow.... It always starts out slowly,

Until one day your fastfowrward Into

In..san..Ity
And you'll sit and you'll wonder.

And maybe you'll cry yourself to sleep.

And I'll sit and I'll wonder,

Why it is you care for me.

I cant remeber the last time I shed a tear for you.

Why waste your tears on someone,

Who's not shedding tears too?

Maybe Its because Im cold,

Maybe Ive just grown numb.

But That girl you want me to be,

Im not going to become.

Im not sweet like you,

And I dont think about you all the time.

I dont even miss you,

And I even forget your even mine.

Your always breaking down,

Crying cause Im not there.

So fucking leave me.

Cant you tell I just dont care?

I dont love you like I loved you,

In fact Your really just a friend.

..And I'm so lonley..

So for both of our sakes I'll pretend.

Your so attatched...

Say you'll die without me.

What the fuck is that?

How can I ever leave?

Your tortureing me,

And Im killing you.

This isent healthy..

And I dont know if your imunity can pull through.

Dont worry about me,

My heart dosent break so easily.

You have to realize you dont mean the same to me.

But I guess its okay...

I Guess This happens all the time.

I guess even when the worlds missing god....

Were all doing just fine.

F uckedup

I  nsecure

N erotic

E motional.