Wandering around the realm of dreams
wide awake and at peace, I am.
Searching for the unknown
balancing each step toward
a spilled box of melted crayons.
With one stroke of my finger
the exquisite rainbow of colors
explode and before my very eyes
I am showered by a waterfall;
cascading over me and my shadow.
Blissfully, I sing and dance ~*~
'til I hear a slamming door
I pause -- in silence --
suddenly it's dark.
I hum a tune quietly,
restraining from intimate fears.
Realizing I'm alone
... and in the dark.
Close my eyes and forcefully smile;
while I continue to hum a melody.
Swaying from side to side,
I forget my surroundings and
without thought, opened my eyes ...
to find you.
Head tilted, up close;
smelling of my breath.
I know what you are
and I restrain ...
You tilt your head the opposite
direction and in your eyes I see
flames of blue.
Mockery is a bitch,
so it seems.
For you began to threaten me
with your screams.
You're the one that should be frightened
not I, for I know those aren't your screams.
Yes, you open your mouth and the vocals come from you
yet, I see and hear differently.
From under his cloak out came claw
like hands that embraced
my neck tightly.
-- I remain null --
--I swallow --
Who's screams are they then... yours, wise one? He asked.
I manage to shake my head 'no'
... and my eyes smile as a tear trails down to his hand.
He took notice and set my throat free.
I silently inhale deeply
... with his head turned;
I exhale slowly and step backward.
Instantly, he's right there
in my face -
VULTURE
What an awful stench ---
This goes on for a while;
I keep hoping he'll get bored with me.
It won't be long before I should wake up
analyzing, I patiently await.
I wonder -- what is it you want; I ask.
Not a word in response;
he appears to be waiting --
-- for what though?
Trapped by his insistent approach;
I fall to my knees mumbling a prayer.
He parades over me until
I submit, lying down at his feet.
Cautiously, I reach my hand out
and touched the hardened shell like skin.
Gripping both of my wrists, angrily ...
Enveloped by his stout screams of waisted souls
I scream back a hymn of praise that could make
any foul spirit vomit.
Cynically I laugh as I seductively
offer him a gift in return of my freedom.
I swiftly run my fingers across his chest
and with his permission, I embrace his face.
Up to my feet, I stand.
It's not your eyes I am looking at ...
it's what I see around them that has my attention.
This isn't you ... I know what you are.
With a grunt he shoves me,
informing me he's in control.
Attempted intimidation that fails
repeatedly, I bellow harmoniously
with this unknown demon.
The abyssal silence that knows no depth
welcomes me into a trial of expected fears.
I have forgotten my whereabouts
and began to believe all is real.
This warrior heart triumphantly beats
loudly ,which disturbs this wicked demon.
Three steps back, he declares his confusion.
I offer my hand once more
and he turns his back.
Ten feet tall, he advises me
to tread lightly for where I'm headed
could be trouble.
The phone rings ---
... She-ra, you okay? I've been calling forever now!
At a lost for words, partially still trapped in
the dream; I mumble words of uncertainty.
I hang the phone up.
Indian style, in the center of my bed;
I smile, for my inner fears are at rest.
... knowing what I need to do to take
that next step - I meditate again.
Peacefully.
(c) 07,August,2008 @ 00:18
Author notes
In a dream I was able to see myself clearly --- 1 part being secured in faith and understanding -- 2nd being lost in transition, brought on by fears and promises I held on to, secretly.
Enlightenment isn't something that happens just to happen -- you are put through cycles of triumphant times. Choices you make has an impact on what direction you travel.
*** I do not take responsibility of the reactions that may or may not partake per individual reader. *** 
... Food for thought ... nothing more, nothing less.
Thank you all for visiting,
She-ra
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I think we all have those two sides no matter what our faith or belief system, no matter what we've been told and taught... the battle is to not let the fears and transitional stage outweigh the other! This was a fascinating piece of insight into yourself!
I, having a crisis of faith, find the inner struggle very difficult myself, and have many a nightmare over it!
Brilliantly written, really took me into the dream!
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oh wow, there are so any pleasant surprises from reading rando works.
I love the comments you have going down there- this truly is a captivating piece!
makes me wish I had sensible dreams lol
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Thanks for reading and commenting -- hope to see you again soon.
She-ra
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Oh my! how did I miss this? This poem is captivating. I’m intrigued with dreams and you have woven a poem as intricate as a dream its self. Bravo!
Love,
Amera♥
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Thank you Amera!
She-ra
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You don't "make" enlightenment happen, you "let" it happen. The dream is interesting because within the dream you are split into two entities. Not only that, but they interact. This is unusual unless you have developed your energy body. Apparently you have. A difficult but rewarding read. Thank you.
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You're exactly right mister! How'd you get so wise?
... It's only difficult to read, if you analyze it and take in the 'hidden' messages. Thank you!
She-ra
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Very cool
Interesting and foreboading. An unsettling calm.
Great work
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Thanks for reading and commenting. I'm glad you enjoyed this piece.
See ya around,
She-ra
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I can see I'm not the only one that struggles with demons inside my head. It's a good write and you made it feel like a real dream. It's good when the poet's idea comes across so clearly. Thank you for sharing and Pen on...~Poo~
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Thanks so much Poo for your kind review. I'm glad you enjoyed this.
Hope to see you around,
She-ra
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My word! What an awesome piece! It's terrifyingly visual.
Well done!
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Thank you Slayer! I'm glad you enjoyed this piece. It was a real treat to create.
See ya around,
She-ra
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This was indeed some deep shit.
I pulled out the candles and started smoking my pipe.
I was starting to get lost girl in the words..I was coming to save you...
but hell, you had it under control.
Well done...And food for thought...powerful
Best wishes to you.
KKeep 'em comin hon
Love
Passions
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LMAO! You're a trip woman! Thank you for making me laugh...
Hope you're havin' a good day,
She-ra
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Oh K, have you been drinking again, smoking perhaps?
Seriously, this is a wonderful read, I joke not!
Just had to throw something in there that would appear I have a sense of humor, if some sense at all.
But the mystery within each line divine whispers clearly in the still of night.
You're very expressive in this piece, sorta back and forth thing ya have going here, which is cool. And I liked your author's notes as well, to show where your mind was at when you posted this bad fellow. Keep on bringing the goods, and I shall read!
Great job, Timothy
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Timothy, I think you're funny -- lol
Thanks man for being a friend and commenting as you do! Means a lot. Until next time, She-ra
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