Give me a drug, Give me a Life.

Do you spend your nights
laying in your bed staring at the star lights?
Despite all your prayers
Can you remember the time he said he cares?
Every quick motion with a needle in your vein
a pill in your glass, leaving only a stain
of fake happiness deep inside your heart
believing the one you love that he'd never part.
Give me a drug, Give me a life.
Help me out of this mess, out of your lie.
I need your comfort to help me see through it all.
You left me laying on the floor only to rot so I can't crawl
back to you with the blood you made me bleed.
Give me a drug, Give me a life.
I hold the ring you promised for me to be your wife.
This grip loosens but never breaks.
Your words are always there leaving me heartaches.
Every lie every pain you threw at me
I can see how I am still so caring.
I comfort you.
I take care of you.
Though, listening to your threats
and feeling your eyes strangling my regrets.
Give me a drug, Give me a life.
It's your knife
that stays deep into my wrist
Afraid, that now life doesn't exist.
I'm so weak
watching my blood leak.
Let me go!
Keep the words, don't let them overflow.
Give me a drug, Give me a life.