Broken but Mending heart

i am now ready to be that one for you, if you will let me

this goes out to all the men out there past and present, who are ready and willing to love me and cherish me for all that i am.

to those in my present , who will read this and hear this, pay attention cause this is my plea

love is what i went thru and will be goin thru

and yes i have been hurt before , but  im ready togive it another chance again

but ther is a pre warning, damage is present

and  ive come to terms with that and  just know that he will never go away in my mind as well as in my heart

this is my plea to all

at my age i should know that i have plenty of time to experience love, real love , raw love that will last a life time, but how long do i have to wait tilll that happens

who knows, but i will be ready when it comes

to those that have been with me in the past and in my present

to let you know i aint mad or disgusted at you even tho u may not think it

attitude is just a way to distract myself from the truth of acceptance

love and acceptance is what im learning to give myself as an award for what i have been thru, and i shall take it and cherish it forever

for the one that i love the most and will never let go, i tell u this, i never hated you, and never will love is what i have for, real love is what i got for you, u may not notice that, i would love to show u if u will let me. a sister and a best friend is what u see me as , but all i see is a possibility  for a relationship that will last beyond our years

and even tho he still doesnt know what he can have is  real with me and he probably will never know , but for now im ok with that

but if he shall give me another chance to be with him at anytime , i want him to know

ill be ready and waiting

sincerely

and broken but mending heart.